Wet boxing day!!

What a wet boxing day! The rain don't seem to stop. I guess the roads will be flooded again.

Hope everyone has somebody to cuddle with to keep warmth and happy opening your x'mas presents =)

HAPPY BOXING DAY!!!!!

Merry X'mas

Merry X'mas to my friends out there. May you find happiness in whatever you do and spend this wonderful day with your love ones.

At this point of time, I'm at home alone. Nobody is at home. Not even my maid. My parents, 2 brothers and maid boarded the bus to KL this morning. They are going over there to help my dad move house.

My dad bought a big house over in U.S.J. (Upper Subang Jaya). Well we were all against the idea, but my dad being hard-headed, went ahead with his plans anyway.

I don't really like going to malaysia anyway, so I guess I won't be going up to stay in the next few months.

I put up some snow flakes on my blog. Hope you all can see it. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow....

I really love the sight of snow. In such cold weather, having hot streamboat is super duper shiok ah. And if you have your love ones just beside you. Hold on tightly to them. Feel the warmth and cozyness within them. Love them with your hearts. Cherish and treasure them.

May all my friends out there find love and be loved this X'mas.

It's X'mas Eve & it's May's Birthday!

Today's a beautiful day. Not very sunny. Windy, but not raining. Definitely the ideal day for me.

Moreover, its X'mas eve! Time to go around caroling I guess. I be going to my uncle' place at Shunfu for lunch, and later to my Auntie's place at Loyang for dinner.

And today is my friend, May's birthday. Happy birthday May!

周杰伦 黄金甲 MV

X'mas here !

X'mas is just 2 days from now, so I like to wish my family and all my friends a very Merry X'mas and a Happy 2007!!

Some updates:

I have paid my course fee for my J2EE course, so confirm I going liao. Although I have been into .NET all these years, I guess learning J2EE will be a advantage for me bah. Moreover, they will teach Web Services also. So I will be hanging around Clementi and NUS on Monday, Tuesday and Friday evenings.

Secondly, I going to Taiwan with my mother and brother fo 7 days from 30th Dec to 7th Jan. The Dynasty Travel tour will cover the whole of Taiwan I think. Hope it will be a good trip.


Hmmm.. dunno if you guys use Interbanking anot. Recently, I received a 2FA token from OCBC and DBS. The token looks like those car remote box one. A bit troublesome leh. Got to press the button and get a 6-digit number to use for login, with the usual userid and pin lah. I guess it will be safer to use IB with these extra protection. Still thinking whether to bring these 2 extra things together with my keys whereever i go anot.

Update on my knee

Yesterday, went to SGH to see a specialist doctor to check my knee. The stupid doctor felt my knee and moved my leg up and down abit and said "Knee cap problem. Very common. I send you to physio. Come back after 3 mths. Then take a x-ray and see the knee recovers anot". That's all leh. He didnt even explain what was the problem with my knee. Before I could ask him, he asked me to go outside and wait liao.

Anyway I went for my 1st physio session on the same day. My physioist(dunno how to spell), her name is Alice. Quite a cute lady leh. I think cute until when she ask me to do some things, I somehow a bit blur, do wrongly haha. Anyway she helped me diagnose my problem and told me what's wrong.

There's an inbalance of muscle pulling on my knee, so the knee cap is pulled to one side which causes the sharp pain. So got to do those physio exercise to strenghten the muscle that is weak to pull the knee cap back. hmm.. something like that lah.

Alice asked me to do those exercise on my own everyday then come back 4 weeks later for another physio session.

Anyway yesterday was my bank's D&D. Quite a boring one. Lousy food, lousy service, lousy entertainment and lousy lucky draw prizes. I didn't win any prize as usual. Only some consolation prize I received for participating in the Best Dress compeition. With my stupid shirt I wore last nite, how to win? I was kapo-ed by my colleagues lah haha. Theme was Around the world with Mizuho. The dinner was at Marina Mandarin. When I went there for my cousin's wedding, the food and service was ok leh. Dunno what happen last nite. Maybe my bank low budget lah. Imagine the bank gave away calculators as lucky draw prize!!!! Somemore the calculator is customer give one..

Only took 2 fotos last nite. Maybe when my colleague send me more fotos then i upload to show.

ippt update

ok, firstly, i didnt pass the ippt again. but this time i fared better. I passed my situps and 2.4 run. Yeah man! But once again, I hurted my knee, so I took the chance to report sick. The MO (Medical Officer) referred me to a specalist at SGH, so i'm going there next friday for a checkup on my knee.

Hope its not something too serious, but good enough to excuse me from taking SBJ lah because I simply can't stand hurting my knee again everytime i land. Dunno izzit because of my jumping technic, or my knee that is giving the problem.

Anyway i meet up with her on wednesday nite. She was in yishun and asked me if I was free to meet up to pass me my birthday present. Well, my birthday was one and a half months ago leh. What a belated present.



Well not exactly the kind of present I will like. The most I wear is a watch. I don't wear any thing around my neck, fingers, wrists and anything else. What do u all think? A citigem braclet. A bit girly for a big guy like me?

Anyway, I asked her how her bf proposed to her. She say he didn't. duh! Then? She said her bf's auntie say why don't you two get married. She say ok lor. That's all it takes to get a girl to marry you????? Wow. No flowers, no rings, no romantic settings? Just get your auntie to ask.. Don't even need your mother.

IPPT again tml. Perhaps my last chance?

If you have read my entry on October 07, 2006, you might have seen the picture that I put up showing my lousy IPPT result. Guess what, I found out from my ex-campmate that I can actually go back to my NS unit to retake IPPT even though my IPPT window is already closed. This is good news indeed.

So I called the NS clerk and asked about taking IPPT. He said I can take and I be taking my IPPT again tomorrow!!!! Yeah man.. But getting a bit nervous. Although I feel that I have improved alot in my running and physical strength. I am just afraid that my chin-ups and standing broad jump still cant make it.

But this time I know I won't fail my sit-ups at least. Coz I for sure can do about 40 in 1 min. I tried before so I know.

This time I really need some luck and motiviation. Please wish me luck and strength as well.

Coz I don't think I will have any more chances of doing anymore IPPT after tomorrow liao.

Wait for my good news tomorrow ah!

My new running top

Bought a new running top from Adidas yesterday. Now adidas got xmas sales. I bought the top only for 29 dollars. Only selected items got discount though.


My new adidas top.


This week been a sneezing and coughing week for me. At the start of the week, i got running nose, after the nose run finish, came the cough.

But this few days slightly better liao, after gulping down some cough mixture that I bought from my family doc.

she's getting married

this afternoon received a call from her. she said she wanted to buy a laptop, asked me if acer laptop ok anot. i told her acer not bad, i using acer now also. then blah blah blah blah

then she said, "Jason, im getting married." i was very shocked. "huh, when?" "Next month" she replied. I said "ok." then we ended the call.

I realised I didnt congrat her. So i smsed her. she replied "thanks."

she is getting married, i should be feeling happy for her. instead i felt a bit sour. not exactly sad, but just not happy.

not that i haven got over her. just that maybe i still hold a little small hope that one day i might stand a chance again.

she is getting married. i should just forget all about it.

Gosh, am I behind time?

In the recent months, I attended friends' weddings, visited friends with their new-born babies, can't help but wonder if I am behind time?

Actually, I prefer getting a wife and bearing children at a younger age, then at least my wife only have to suffer while she is still young and the gap between us and our children won't be so huge.

I don't want the situation such that I am turning 50 and my children is still schooling. How to take care of them?

But I saying all these in the aspect that I can find someone who is willing to tie the knot with me lah.

Who knows, maybe I will be single till old haha..

One or 2 weeks back, I bought my new phone, Nokia 6288. Its a modified model of 6280


My new 6288

I took some photos of my colleague's new born son. So cute leh.. Hehe..





And also my mother and youngest brother's birthday!


3th Nov - Happy Birthday Mum. You are the best mum in the world!!


19th Nov - Early celebration for my brother Jeremy. Can you believe he is just 18th? With the height of 1.95++m

Quality of the fotos still ok right? 2 megapixel only. But the phone functions quite good. A lot better than my previous 6230.

Busy schedule coming up

Busy schedule coming up starting next jan. Still I haven decide whether to go ahead with it anot.

3 things that I be doing, taking up all 7 days of the week. The 3 things are J2EE course at NUS, RT (Remedial Training) coz i failed my IPPT and lastly my Gym sessions.

Each week the schedule in is something like this.

Monday to Friday - Working @ Capital Towers 8.30am to 5.00pm

After work:

Monday - J2EE course at NUS 6.30pm to 9.30pm
Tuesday - Gym at California Fitness 6.00pm to 8.00pm
Wednesday - J2EE course at NUS 6.30pm to 9.30pm
Thursday - RT at Khatib Camp 6.00pm to 10.00pm (most likely 8.00pm will finish)
Friday - J2EE course at NUS 6.30pm to 9.30pm
Saturday - Gym at California Fitness (probably in the afternoon)
Sunday - RT at Khatib Camp 4.00pm to 8.00pm (most likely 6.00pm will finish)


Maybe some of you might think, hey that not very busy what!

Well, comparing with what I doing now, it quite a big change. Coz most of the days, after work I either go gym or go home watch TV haha.

The thing I'm considering whether to go ahead is the J2EE course starting 3 Jan to Mid Apr. 9 hours of night classes a week. But if I dont take the course in Jan, the next one is in June or July.

RT and Gym no need to consider lah. Coz RT is compulsory to attend and gym I already paid the money liao. LL lor.

Vivocity mall => nothing special what....

Today, send my dad's car for service. I didn't want to wait there like a fool like that, so I decided to walk around. The car workshop is around redhill area. Actually I wanted to find some coffeeshop to have lunch or something, but dunno how, i anyhow walk and found myself at redhill mrt.

Hmm... Went in and look at the mrt map. Hmm.. Harbourfront? Vivocity? Ok, lets go take alook. Went there and walk around. Ya, its quite big, but nothing much leh.

Felt hungry, so have some kaya toast and kopi at Ya-kun. Then went back to the car workshop to collect the car.

Interesting hor.... lol

Then went to fook hai building where the chan brothers tour office is situated. Wah, so many people there leh. Took a queue no, and the lady told me got 30 people before me in the queue. Pengz... Wait until when. She told me, why dun go to suntec tmr. Got chan brother tour fair there. I loiter there awhile to see how slow the queue is.

After waiting 35 mins, only 3-4 people. I gave up and went home.

Tmr then go suntec lor...

Happy Birthday to Me !!!

Today's is 20th Oct 2006. 25 years ago, I cried for the 1st time.

Quite a happy birthday this year, coz i received a lot of birthday wishes today. Glad that I wasn't forgotten. =)

Happy also because I got my bonus today also. Not bad the bonus I must say. And most importantly, I renewed the contract with my bank for another year coz they offered me a better pay than my previous one. Makes it quite worthwhile to stay on.

So I guess I be staying put for a while =)

Damn damn.

Does GOD have anything against me? Why last sat I had my IPPT, the haze came. Today, also same.

Past few days was ok, but today its hazy again. The air is full of the awful smell brought by the haze and how do you expect me to run?

ANyway, I failed again and I don't think I will attempt again.

So RT here I come LOL!!!!

Fantastic IPPT results

I guess nobody wished my good luck. Good gracious, this is the worse ippt result I even get. What can be worse than this?



I did only 23 sit-ups, which is something that I nvr expect to happen. Normally I can do 30 in just half a min. Today I struggle to do only 23!!! Must be the gym session I had 2 days ago. Haven quite recover yet. Same can be said for my chin-ups.

Well for my 2 all-time-lousy station SBJ and 2.4km, with low moral + haze + dunno-what-else, I failed as well.

But i nvr expected out of 5 stations, i got ZERO for 4. Record breaking leh/

Damn, i going to book my IPPT again for next sat. Got to pass before my birthday!! I DON'T WANT TO GO RT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a great mid-autumn fest!

What a great mid-autumn fest for the year 2006. Mid-autumn fest is supposingly the day where people get to enjoy the beautiful full moon and the little kids get to carry those "blinking-blinking" battery-operated lantern with music but last night wasn't the best night.

It was a hazy night. The full moon though high up in the sky, shining brightly, the thick and smelly haze is still very noticable to all, hovering over the sky, preventing us from admiring the moon at its very best.

Damn those inconsiderate indos. Don't they know that the world is dying? C'mon, the world belongs to everyone on earth. Not just to those plantation owners in Sumatra.

To make the night even worse, in last night 5 mil mid-autumn toto jackpot draw, my quick-pick system 7 ticket didnt even match a single number at all. Wow, so lucky me.

And guess what, later today at 4pm, i got to go Khatib Camp take my IPPT. I'm already struggling to pass my 2.4km run. Now with the haze at the psi level of 100+, how to run?

Wish me luck my friends.

Happy Children's Day

Today is 1st Oct - Children's Day. How I envy those little kids, with no worries, with their naive minds. If you point out that children nowadays are more stressed up with school work, ok that I have to agree.

But what I am talking about is that children's mind are so simple. Day by day just having fun or doing homework. Other things are all left to the grown-ups to handle.

How I wish I can be a little boy again. At least there are much more to look forward to when we were still kids. School vacations, public holidays. Nowadays, everyone is so busy. There's nowhere to go.

End of my contract year soon

My contract with my bank going to end soon. Most likely they will renew me, but just dunno how much will they increase my pay. Really demoralised recently. Hope they offer me something good.

Dunno is suay or what

Did I mention my dad now has to toban his colleague's car to and fro KL from SG. Guess what, just when we thought the problem of travelling up and down was solved, this colleague's toyota WISH got stolen at his house in KL.

Best right? Nw my dad & mum got to take taxi from KL to JB and change another to come back to SG. Really bad luck man, and I really pity my dad's colleague. His car is SF plate one. So the most is 2-3 years old only. Poof! Gone, just like this, thanks to these b****** malaysians.

Analysis of the day you were bornt

quite interesting website. gives you a wide range of statistics with many numbers (that you can go buy toto or 4d with), haha.

here's the url: http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthData.asp


Anyway, really busy at work this week, but got no mood to do leh. Begin to feel so sian. Went to workout thrice this week, body starts to get use to it, nvr ache much le (thank god!)

Anyway, i begin to feel my body getting lighter, so i guess thats a good sign. Got to do more running as I got to take my IPPT next mth. Sianzz, i dun like IPPT!

I don't aim to get any incentive lah, just let me pass i happy liao. coz i dun want to go RT and waste my time there.

I have an insensible dad

As you all know, I drove up to KL last sat with my dad and mum. During the journey, we only stopped once after the JB check-pt at the 2nd link for a toilet break. My dad walk only for a while, he's panting like hell. Shout at me for his oxygen. I rushed to get the oxygen cylinder out of the car and brought it to him. Then help him to the toilet. I was thinking how is he going to make it to KL like this. I asked him if he can continue anot. As usual, although he is gasping for breath, he violently said yes he can.

So the above para, you can see that my dad isnt fit to go to work at all right. But nobody can change his stubbord mind. My dad can't walk much. After walking a few steps he will start panting and needs to sit down. So long he doesnt exert strength to stand up or walk, he is fine. So he can sit down all day and stay fine.

But if he has to work, he has to walk right! For the past week, every day I fetch my dad to and back from his office. His office is on the 3rd floor. There wasnt a passenger lift, so we took the cargo lift. I had to push along a oxygen concentrator that weights like 50kg or so also. The distance between the office and the cargo lift was not far, but not short neither. Halfway there, my dad has to sit down for a while.

I am been thinking all these times. My dad already work for so many years. Now with his condition, don't he feel tired? I asked him many times, he has he has no choice. He say if he don't go back to work, he will lose his job. I dunno if that is true or not. Nobody will know anyway. Who knows he make this up himself?

Anyway, can see from my dad's face, he is happy to get back to work. After 5 weeks in hospital and 2 mths plus at home, I guessed he must have felt very bored.

So maybe some of you might ask. What did I do when my dad was in office? Relax and go shopping? Go sunway lagoon play water? NO.

My mum and I got to help clean up my dad's condo and packed up things to go home. Why pack up? Is my dad moving back home soon? Nope. He is preparing to move to his new house instead. My dad, i dunno wad he's thinking. He bought a semi-d somewhere in USJ, a area in Selangor. Why of all place buy in Malaysia? How is he going to take care of the house by himself? Who is going to stay there with him? All of us had our commitments in Singapore. How are we going to go there.

Anyway, this story will go on forever lah... I think this post getting alittle too long also liao. So let me talk about our journey back home from KL to SG on Friday.

We left KL around 3pm and I drove quite fast all the way and didnt stop until the toll before the customs at the 2nd-link at JB side.

Again my dad was gasping like hell when he walk to the toilet. I drop him off to park the car first, you see. So again I rushed to get the oxygen tank.

Anyway what make me say I have an insensible dad was what he said to my mum and I when we were just making out way out of KL. I told him the new oxygen concentrator that we have rented is of a older model, and I have already taught mum how to operate. Guess what my dad say? "What are you talking about? Your mother won't be in KL next week? How is she going to operate it?" I replied "Mother is coming back with you what!" He said "Who saying she is coming back, the car no space for her".

My dad going to toban a friend's car back next week and he is crazy enough to plan to come back by his own. C'mon lah, he can't even dress or bathe or cook for himself. How is he going to manage? He said "Bopiah, got to tong lah", meaning no choice got to bear with it. I said "C'mon lah, if that the case, I won't let you go back next week!"

You see how insensible my dad is anot. He actually intend to go back to KL alone. C'mon lah, if he can manage by his own, then why did I took 5 days leave to go down to KL with him?

And the worse thing is he takes everything and everybody for granted. We are all trying to help him, but he don;t feels that way. We thought that after he had gone thru so much and should be lucky to be still alive, yet he still the same hard-headed and stubbord man.

Anyway, he contacted the friend to see if mum can follow along in the car back to KL anot. The friend says can, so at least this thing is settled.

Now I only worried about next week. Coz I wont be there to help, i dunno if my dad can manage with my mum herself anot. My mum also has her own problems with back and leg aches.

Haizz.... Think i stop here today.. Sorry to make you guys read such a long post.... I bet some of you might have skipped it totally, but its ok. I just have so much to say, but dunno say to who.

Going to KL for a week

Later, going to drive up to KL. My dad got to go back to work. Actually, he hasnt really recovered. But he says he has to go back, if not he loses his job.

Dunno if my dad is speaking the truth anot. But my dad, he's a very stubborb person. Once he made up his mind, nobody can say anything one.

So I going up to KL with my mum to help clean up his condo. Nvr clean for a few months liao, so got to go clean up for my dad.

But one thing is that I dunno how my dad going to work. All this times he has my mum or at least one of us around. But if he goes to work, can he manage on his own?

This week i took 5 days leave which left me with no more leaves left. So how am I going to drive him back to KL the week after next?

So is he going to climb up the coach and go back to KL the week after next? With my mum?

Haizzz... I really dunno...

Got to see how he manage this coming week bah.

Im not really keen of driving up to KL, but what to do...

Jay Chou + Fei Yu Qing = Qian Li Zi Wai

Jay Chou new song, a duel with Fei Yu Qing - the guy who sings with his chin.

This combination a bit strange right. But the song is not bad lah.

My arms hurt like hell

Tell you people a joke. Went to CF on Monday with a friend. Join a class call boxercise. Quite fun, but at the same time siong also. Similar to those "tekan" session back in army days.

After the class, we went to do some biceps and triceps. Wow, i do a few reps like no kick like tat. Do a few chin-ups at the chin-up machine also.

Then when I went to wash-up at the gents, I start to feel that my arms are very heavy and I cant really lift them up.

The next day, wah. whole body aching. my arms still ok. Fetch my dad to hospital to check up. Arms and shoulder a bit stiff and painful in the evening.

The next day after the next, which is Wednesday. Went back to work. Wah, got problem brushing teeth, washing face. Wearing my shirt also. Then whole day in the office, arms hurt like hell. Feel like my arms are broken like tat. Damn "jialat"! That night went to use some muscle ache relieve "thing" to rub on my arms. Pain like hell. Next day, got a session with the CF instructor, so I tot i better go sleep earlier and rest my arms, hopefully they will recover.

Then thursday which was yesterday, I woke up. Arms still the same. Then I told myself, better cancel the gym session. I even consider taking MC. haha but i didnt lah. coz i took leave for friday already mah.

Then today, arms are alot better, thankfully.

Okay, hope you all don't luff until stomach ache or roll over the floor until head knock on wall or wad ah.

Too long nvr exercise lor. Thats the price to pay. But I think the CF class was fun minus the after-effect of coz. keke

Poorer and healtier, I will become

This week, I made a decision which had made me poorer, but becoming healtier... I hope.

Well, since i got my pay on Friday, I should be richer right? But I spend it immediately. ON THE SAME DAY. In fact, I spend more than 2mths of what I take home on Friday.

I invested on a 3 years' California Fitness membership plus 2mths of Personal Training package. Wahhh... You must be thinking, is this the Jason you know right?

Jason is known to be a slacker. Never involve much in sports. Never look healthy one.

Why all the sudden? My friend was quite shocked when I know him also. I was quite shocked myself. Somehow, the people there "saiko" me. Telling me they can get rid of my fats, make me more presentable, improve my health, and blah blah blah.

Well, honestly speaking, I wanted to get rid of my obstructing stomach also. With my shirts and pants all seems to be getting smaller. So i tot i should start doing something.

On the other hand, I also have nothing better to do already. No girlfriend, low social life. Just work and go home also very sian.

Well, I hope this can change my lifestyle a bit. Make me more awake and alert I hope. Coz all the time i feel so tired and sleepy, and bored also.

But hor. I will miss my SCV channel 55 drama shows leh. ahyaa.... how huh. keke. hmm nvr mind lor. maybe i watch the repeat show on 55 or 255 later in the night lor.

So, hope you be able to see a fitter and better looking Jason in a few months time.

So look forward to it ah. =p

the weather is damn hot

this few days, the weather is damn hot. Damn sianz.

I really miss Melbourne weather. ALways so cool and shiok. Genting Highlands weather also can.

You know what? the next PH is in oct. Arhhh!!! thats a freaking long time you know.

And i haven clear my broad leave yet. sianz. Im working in a bank you see, and its a MAS directive to clear 5 days broad leave each year. Guess what, I only have 12 days leave. 5 days for broad leave meaning only 7 days for me to take whether i want.

coz the 5 days, unless is carefully planned, if not will be wasted slacking at home!!!!

Happy Birthday Singapore

Today's SIngapore Birthday coz its 9th AUgust National Day. Good day to stay at home rest and watch the parade. This year will be the last time that ndp will be held in National Stadium coz they are going to demolish the stadium.

So bye bye National Stadium.

Anyway NDP always similar in some ways every year. So kinda of boring to watch lah, especially this year they repeated the pledge and national "ant-tum" (dunno hw to spell) twice.

But the fireworks quite alot, so not too bad lah. Expected lah, since National Stadium will be gone after this. But I think its a good public holiday for everyone lah. Esp the kids since its school holidays for them too i think. My mother say so, dunno true anot. I tot sch holidays in sep?

ANyway, Happy National Day to every singaporeans out there!!

oh great...

Last Friday, my colleague with quacky voice left. He only work in the bank for barely one month i think. Then a new lady by the name of ebel joined our dept. A malaysian lady, one year older than me. Quite a nice girl, easy going and easy to get along.

Just now stayed back to do system implementation, at the same time show our new colleague ebel the procedure to carry out. Today's implementation was longer as usual as we were upgrading the .Net framework from 1.1 to 2.0 also. So while my team leader was patching the server, we talk about our great indo colleague. Ok, im being sarcastic lah. He is the indo colleague I have been complaining about.

Guess what my team leader, this indo colleague actually emailed HR to ask when they are going to extend his contract. His contract was going to end in end july you see. But whether his contract gets renew or not is depending on our IT dept but not HR. I think he abit siao lah. So the HR staff fwd the email to our AGM. He fwd the email to our japanese DH. and finally the email reached our development manager. He asked the team leader of this indo whether to keep him or not. Joseph, his team leader, being a ok-ok person, said keep. So he was offered another contract. But the pay is the same.

Now the next amazing thing he did was to emailed our AGM why his pay stays the same. Once again the email was fwd around until the hands of our development mgr. He pull him in the meeting room and told him straight - that his performance was not good.

GUess what this indo colleague say? hmm like that i think i have to consider signing the contract or not. Our dev mgr replied, sure, go ahead and consider. Hahaha, what a joke. What this indo guy thinking? He thinks he so valuable that he can make the bank try to keep him if he wants to leave.

I think its the other way around. The bank welcomes him to leave. Haha. Seriously, I think its unfair to rest of the dev staff if the bank keeps him. Because his pay in the 1st place should be not bad, since he is a USA degree holder. 2ndly, his performance is so lousy and couldnt get along with the rest of the colleagues, esp my team leader, thats why he was out in another team.

I'm just wondering why keeping him, if he only creates problem. Not that I'm backstabbing him alone. I think the our whole dept is stabbing on him from the front. haaha Seriously, I hope he goes.


ANyway, another 2 months or so, my contract will be due too. I dunno what will i be offered and whether I should go or not. But i feel one should aim to achieve higher. I just get the feeling that the new contract will not be able to satisfy me. After all, i'm a degree holder leh. With one year exp. I think im worth more than what im getting now.

End of July

Tmr will be the last day of July. July, I believed is the worst month of the year for me due to a few reasons. One of the reason is work.

I have a boss that is mad. As a programmer, of coz you will expect some changes to the scope throughout the project, which is normally requested by the users who couldnt make up their mind in the inital stage, or forgot to tell us about certain features that they wanted.

But for my case, its not the users who wanted the change. It's my boss. Worse still, his request involves major change to the system design and the project has already reached the user acceptance test stage.

If he wants me to follow his design, he should have raised all this issues during the inital study stage or during development. Now after months of development, he wants me to make so many changes, simply wasting my time and effort. Such an asshole, that guy.

I had enough, seriously. Workload is high, pay is low. I think its time for me to get another job. I doubt the bank will offer me a package that I think will be worth staying for another year.

Ok, about my dad. He's home and doing well, thank god. We had a really hard time getting him from the ambulance to our house. About 7 of us carried him down from the 6th floor down to the 4th floor where our unit was. Wah, my dad is like a baby elephant leh. haha

life is like a thin piece of string

doctor said my dad could go home next wed. So happy for a few reasons:

1) My dad is recovering well
2) The hospital is a horrible place
3) we got so tired having to go to hospital to and fro


why the hospital is a horrible place, you might ask. when for the past 5 weeks, i seen too many old people suffering there. In fact, one just passed away this afternoon. His bed was just beside my dad's.

so its a horrible place for my dad to stay in.

for this 5 weeks, my poor mum also suffered as she has to go to hospital everyday from early afternoon to night.


but my dad has to buy one of the machine home to help him with his breathing when he sleeps at night. So i hope with this machine, he can sleep better at nite.

.....

la la la la... what should i say for this week? i really no idea.

i blog if i have something to say

why all like this??

maybe becoz of my dad in hospital, recently, i find everything i do in life so meaningless.

looking at the old people laying in the beds in TTSH, somehow i cant help thinking that one day i might be one of them.

i cant imagine by then what would i have become. have i achieved what i want in life? have i live a meaningful life.

wait.... what kind of life is a meaningful life? this i really dunno.

my currently job, i dun dislike it, neither do i like it. what is the next step that i should take. days pass by one after another. have i learnt anything? have i achieve something? its seems time pass really fast.

the other day when i was in a meeting, a boring one. i was looking at the clock on the wall. the second hand is moving so quickly. 1, 2, 3, 4, .... 59, 60. 1 min has pass. what i have done? wasting time in a stupid meeting.

im 25 this year. mid-twenties already. what do i have? nothing proud to mention about. friends getting married, one by one. me? i dun even have a normal friend of the opposite sex that i talk to, so dun even have to tok about girlfriend

my current social circle is so small, yet i have no time to do something about it.

one week = 7 days. mon - fri, morning to evening = work. after work = visit dad in hospital or go home. sat & sun, morning to late evening, visit dad in hospital.

yes, im still worried about my dad. everytime i fear of losing him, but i dunno what to do. i can relax only when he is back to what he was in the past. but now, i cant. sometimes, my mind all blank.

a good example is now. i believe you guys must be wondering what this stupid guy by the name of jason is blogging about. all make no sense.. all in my brain, but nothing is processing. like all jammed there.

although my dad is getting better, but he still has to wear a oxygen mask becoz his breathing is not good. i dunno how long he would be able to get down to walk. his stomach so big, i wonder will there be a day that he can manage to slim down

my dad, he a very hardworking n smart man. work all his life, make a lot of money for us. he achieve alot in his career. but he suffer in health.

so what if one can earn alot of money when u cant enjoy life? maybe my dad enjoy his work. but i really hope he can retire after this. enjoy life abit. be like those happy old man taking care of grandchilden or have kopi at coffee shops, talk with a couple of good old friends. have no worries at all. healthy n strong.

sometimes i feel i failed as a son. i feel like didnt do enough to stop my dad from ruining his health. i feel useless when all i can do now is to look at my dad lying on the hospital all day long and i cant do anything to help. now it seems like all i can do is wait.

Dad please get well soon.

Dad is back to general ward

Today, dad was transferred back to the general ward that he was located when he was first admitted. Looking better today, but he started to ask for this n that, for example food.

We explained that he had to learn to start eating less salty, and less sweet food and get used to it. He got to get rid of his huge stomach. But he's just like a spolit kid. Throw temper n talk rubblish. Make my auntie, my mum and I so fustrated.

Why doesn't he learn after he had gone through so much? We almost lost him and thank god, he recovered, but why doesn't he realise that all this is because of his previous lifestyle which he must now change in order not to let history repeats itself.

So headache u know, I really dont know how to make him understand.

He's still the same. Doesn't listen to anyone. He thinks he is his own doctor. All our efforts, our worries, he just cast it all aside. My poor mum, got to put up with all his nonsense. I try my best to help. My brothers and relatives too.

But most importantly, he must first help himself. If not, I fear for the worse.

Some fotos.

1) Taken with meizhen and the rest of my development team in our office on meizhen's last day. The one in blue on the left is our team leader.



2) Taken with meizhen on her last day.





Today, dad's looking really good. The doc even say he will be able to transfer to the general ward. That's really good news. =)


Extra: Added links to Jolin's blog and Rainie's blog

Thank God

Thank god my dad doing well now. The doc says he can eat n drink now, but got to be on strict diet, meaning not able to eat everything he wants.

But my dad, being a impatient man, keeps on asking for water, and wanting to eat this n eat that, giving a lot of trouble to the nurses.

But I really feel alot more relaxed. Most importantly he is is much alright now.

Dad getting better

Thank god, my dad's getting better. But still in ICU. Still have other problems. Hopefully he can be transferred to a normal ward soon.

SO happy to see him moving his hands and legs around, keep asking the nurses for water. He cant drink alot coz he got some water retention in his body. Moreover with his breathing mask, his mouth must be very dry. So keep asking for water.


Really tired these past few days, but my dad must have felt a lot worse. Hope that he would bear with it and listen to the doctors and nurses and get well soon.

God please help my dad

My life has gone completely upside down now. My dad is in TTSH ICU. don't wish to say more.

I just hope my dad will be fine.

God please give me a chance to take care of my dad, as he has taken care of me for almost 25 years already.

Its really painful to see him like that. So i beg u god, please lend my dad a hand. He has been a great man, a great father to me. He deserve alot better things like this.

Please please god, please bless him to recover too. Thank you god.

Bye bye Meizhen

Seems like only yesterday that I blogged, but actually 5 days had passed liao. Time really flies.

Yesterday was my colleague, meizhen's last day. She treated our whole department with yummy yummy beard papa's cream puffs from bugis junction. Was quite sad when she was packing her stuff and preparing to leave us for good. Never met such a gentle girl like her before. Talk very softly and never seems to have any temper at all. Sometimes a bit blur blur, so kinda cute. Always wear a smile on her face, really brighten up the office alot. Too bad, she is attached already, if not....

Well, never mind, wish her the very best in whatever she does in future lah.

Took some pictures with her before she left, will upload them later.

Boring weekend, coz no programs planned. So most likely stay at home and rot lor. Anyway, got my ICT schedule liao. So got to start searching for my army stuff. Dunno where i threw them. Hope they are still around somewhere haha. Really sianz leh, got to go back for reservist. Short 1 to 2 days ok lah. But this coming one is a High-Key one. Total of 16 days, excluding weekends. 2 weeks plus, dunno what the hell so long for.

Anyway previously I mentioned something about a Java J2EE course that I was interested to attend at NUS. I finally made up my mind and decided to go ahead with it. As a web programmer, .NET and J2EE is the 2 must-have skills. My current job is already giving me more than enough experience in dot net. Now what I need is J2EE. So this course is just what I need. Course duration is 24 lessons. Fee: $4200 excluding GST. Upon completion of the course, can claim 50% of the course fee from CITREP. So 2++K for a profession diploma from NUS. Not a bad deal right. Lessons start from 6.30 to 9.30, 3 times a week. Hope it wont be too tough for me.

Alright, thanks for tuning in. Ahliyos.

Weekly News came late

Alright, my weekly post came late this week. (suppose to post every sat haha). Anyway, had a bz weekend thats why.

Saturday went to one of my ex-unimelb classmate's place to play a very interesting board game call settlers. Interesting, but kinda of expensive to own one though. Dun ask me to explain the game, I am bad at explaining. (lame excuse right, lol)

Then sunday went to JB with my usual group of friends. Shop n eat alot. Damn, I getting fatter each day. Die IPPT coming.....

So as you can see, i wasn't home much for the whole weekend. So short hor weekend, only 2 days. One week got 2 weekends. If you calcuate in this way right, if 7 years has passed, you only have rest days for as much as just 2 years!!! the other 5 x 365 days you are working !!! Damn, thats long... Of coz, no one calculates in this way lah. But if you think of it, after substracting the handful number of public holidays, we are actually working 64% (4.5/7 * 100) of our lifetime.

We work so hard and our health worsen each day. When we retire, we fall ill and got to pay medical bills with the money we earn in the past. In the end, we get nothing. So I suggest we enjoy what we have now, dun work your head off and suffer in the end. Work for yourself, not because you have too. MONEY ISNT EVERTHING AND LIFE ISNT ABOUT MONEY EITHER.

Anyway, last thursay, went to chong qing streamboat @ suntec for a farewell dinner for our dear little colleague, Meizhen. Little because she's the youngest among us, so she like our little sis. Really can't bear to see her go, coz she a really nice girl. She going to further her studies, so wish her all the best in her studies as well as whatever she do.

Seldom have much pictures in my posts coz i lazy to upload. So here's a few. She's the one in white.


We eating steamboat.


Meizhen & me.


Group foto.

Wireless disappointment

Due my stupid brother who use my desktop pc all the time, so I have been using my laptop all these times. My laptop is the old type of centrino laptops that uses the 802.11b wireless interface. As my room is quite far from the wireless broadband router which is in the living room, my wireless signal is always very low to good. Although the reception is not really bad, I want it to be better. So yesterday I bought a new wireless card: Dlink DWL-G650 802.11g/2.4Ghz Wireless Cardbus Adapter. The expected result is suppose to be quite good, because the router that I am using is also Dlink. Both using Dlink's Air Plus+ technology.

But actual differs quite a lot from my expectations especially since I have spent quite a bit of money on it. (previously I bought a wireless antenna to booast the signal).

Well, I discover that the problem is because of my room. My laptop is deep in the room, a few metres from the corridor of my main hall. Although wireless signals bounce against walls, but nothing beats have the wireless router in line of sight. The signal strength is almost 100%, a good 98%. So conclusion is: the problem lies with the location of my laptop.

Well nvr mind. ANyway, yesterday bought Jolin's latest album - Dancing Diva. First few songs are not bad. Still listening to it at this moment of time though. Not too bad lah, since I bought it off a stall along bugis street for only 7 bucks. Normal retail stores sell them at 19bucks? Quite a good deal I got anyway, and it looks completely original, just that I think it's imported from china or somewhere else.



Oh, did I mention that I took leave yesterday? That's why I got the time to go some shopping at Sim Lim. Yesterday also help Johnson's gf Edina to fix up a pc. Guess what, only 1.2k bucks only leh. Here roughly the specs- P4 3Ghz cpu, 512 DDR2 RAM, 160Gb hdd, dvd-writer, 1.44 floppy drv, 256mb ddr2 radeon (dunno wad model, forgot), a pair of normal speakers and lastly a Phillips 17" LCD. The LCD only 320 bucks leh. Wow. All specs not too bad right and only for 1.2k. Its soooo cheap. But I dun have space for another pc in my room lah, if not i might consider buying one set of myself also hehe.....

More and more things to handle

One of my colleagues tendered her resignation last week, so this whole week was busy taking lessons from her, in other words I became her under-study in preparation to take over the systems she is currecntly handling.

And on the other hand, my mgr told me to put my current project on hold and focus on taking over my colleague's project and he even told me to set my priorties right. What wrong with continuing with my project anyway, my colleague didnt have time for me all the time what. So it seems like it become my fault that I continue to do my project. What should I do then, just daydream and slack huh. Sometimes dunno what this management people thinking.

Anyway with more things to handle now, then I will have more things to hand over when its my turn to go??? Sometimes I really feel like leaving. Why? My project used to be a 2-person project. After my stupid indo colleague request to change team, now its only me working on it. After putting so much time n effort into it, my mgr keeps saying it can be kiv, can be put aside 1st. Hearing all these, really very sian. Dunno do for what also.

Ok enuff of work stuff.

Recently I happen to find out that NUS actually offers a Professional Diploma for (J2EE/Web Services). Not cheap though, $4.2k for 24 lessons. But I believe the cert will be very useful since the IT trend now is either .NET or J2EEE. However the problem is the next course starts on 3 July, but i got ICT from 29 June to 14 July, which means i will miss a few lessons. DUnno whether I should apply for this course or wait for the next one which is next year...

hmm.. got to wait for my ICT training program to come out 1st. I called my NS clerk and he told me mostly likely the scedule will be out next week.

So anyone interested in taking the course as well? Then perhaps we can take the course together =)

Saturday Weekly

This blog has become some sort of a weekly newsletter, coz I mostly post a new post on sat.

Ok, so last week was about a quiz. Looks like only 1 person visited my blog for the entire week, my dear buddy ting.

So what should I say this week? Should I talk about work 1st? Ok work I will talk about 1st.

This week, my indo colleague went on block leave. So all those inward cheque clearing I got to monitor for him. Guess what, Monday morning already hit problem. Then Thursday again. Monday problem was a program bug, expected coz its his program. Thursday was an unexplained problem. Duno what the cause also. Anyway, Thursday, there was an implementation, so I was working on it the whole week also. So I didnt spend much time on my usual work. Jialat, got to go for my ICT soon, still got so many things haven do.

Another thing is that Head Office want to ask 2 programmers to go to Vietam to help out the Vietnam branch for 2-3 mths. My mgr actually wanted me to go with my AM. Siao leh, die die i also dunwan go. Firstly i got ICT coming, 2ndly, for 2-3 mths leh. So long... Dunwan lah.

Quite a hectic week, must also good lah. Time pass faster when one is busier.


About the quiz last week, the person was actually one of my closest friend. Well, I decided to give up on that person. Dun ask me why, coz I dun really want to say all over again. Lets c hw long this will go on.

A Quiz

I going to give a few description of a person. If you know the answer,please post at my tag board. Thanks.

Question is: Is he/she a he or a she?

Descriptions start:
1) Remember all the things people say, especially things said about him/her. Note: good and bad things are the same, because things that normal people thinks is nothing, he/she thinks is an insult.

2) Angry and pissed off over the slightest things people say, for example: How come you are so thin? How come u are so black? How come u still studying?. Some of this are actually casual remarks or jokes. Petty. Ok this is quite close to description 1.

3) If he/she is unhappy, he/she expected someone to call to ask how's he/she is doing. Note: we do not know he/she is unhappy in the 1st place.

4) Thinks him/her-self is very smart, smarter than normal people. So smart that can grade people's intell. give himself/herself 4 out of 5. others not even 1. sooo clever hor.

5) Thinks nobody in the world understands him/her, and that everybody got somthing againts him/her, be it friends, parents or strangers.

6) Very boastful, thinks and assumes he/she knows everything about everybody. SO smart hor.

7) When talking about anything, be it casual talk or discussion, he/she got to win no matter what. If not he/she will just say, "ok lor, its all my fault, i know". Note: only he/she can be the right one. the rest all wrong. and only he/she can talk and insult people, others cannot. if others do that, he/she will be so pissed.

8) Has a bf/gf, but treats him/her the same way as others. becoz of small things, just ignore him/her for weeks: no replying sms, no calling, no anything. Note: The bf/gf does not know what happen in the 1st place. Record time was 1 month plus, until the bf/gf contact him/her 1st. Note: its the bf/gf who make the 1st move - even though he/she didnt seems to have done something so terrible to deserve this kind of treatment. Where the hell you find such a person?

9) With description 8 in mind, when people ask about his/her bf/gf, he/she doesnt hestiate to show couple foto. Means he/she thinks he/she still got the bf/gf which he/she already been casted aside all these time.

10) This guy/girl has 2 great friends(buddies) of almost 12years. Soon he/she will have none. Why? because description 1-7 was how he/she treated those 2 good friends. His/her bf/gf was also the 2 good friends's good friend. So having seen the bf/gf been treated by someone who used to be their best friends plus having said descriptions 1 to 9, how would you think their friendship will become?

11) Ok the list of descriptions actually goes on, but too long i think. So in summary, this boastful, petty, "smart", selfish, stupid bastard/bitch. Do u think he/she is a guy or girl?

12) Oh,i just want to add this last point. He/she is currently studying. but failed to complete. why? because he/she thinks he/she is too smart. "No need study lah, from sec sch til nw you got see i study before meh?" When he/she failed the exams, he/she will be so pissed, often with others also, including the poor bf/gf. then will start saying, "No point in life, i already know i will be a CPA in the future, there no point doing all these". In summary, he/she has great goals, but he/she nvr put any effort to try and say no point and get so pissed, causing he/she to have PMS 365 days a year. Talk only and no action. Smart? my foot man.


Note: When considerating this points, bear in mind all these descriptions are not made based on one person's views but a lot of people's and its not said out of anger based on just one side of the story but many more sides and lastly, its a true story.

So, those who like to answer this quiz please post your answers. But don't just copy other people answers ah. Please give your own answer. If you know who the he/she is, then lagi best, just post his/her name bah.

PAP won...

Alright, PAP won in my area again. Hope Mr Ong Ah Heng keeps his promises about lift-upgrading, although that's not really impt to me. But at least, something is done better than nothing.

Once again, WP Mr Low and SDA Mr Chiam won their Hougang and "Poto Pasir" area again. This shows that just by saying "we will promise XXX millions to upgrade the area" is not the most impt thing the residents want. Its what the MPs have done in the past and agree to do in the future that matters. If a person is worth supporting, its worth supporting him/her well. Well done residents of those 2 areas.

I keep saying areas because I dunno how to spell that con-di-gen-cy or something. Anyway area means the same lah. haha

The results also proves that our SM, Mr Goh was wrong about Mr Chiam. Being old does not means he too old to be a MP. So long he still does his job well. Our MM is old liao also wad. Having opposition in the government is very impt as we need an alternative views in "parament". If not, the PAP can jolly well pass a rule themselves without even seeking anyone's opinion.

Not that I say PAP is no good. But this GE 2006 has proven that the majority support for PAP has decreased. So why is it the case? This is something for our dear MM, SM, PM, and all the Ms to find out what they have done wrong.

If you have not been to a WP rally, especially the one at Hougang, you wouldnt believe how many people actually turn up. So many people leh. Can be counted in thousands. But still PAP still holds the majority votes. I guess the reason is because the oppositions rallies are more fun to watch and listen since PAP people always say the same thing they say all the time. But people still vote PAP lah.

I wont say who I vote for, since it suppose to be a secret. I hope PAP will make Singapore a better place for all of us and not just PAY n PAY.

May Day !!!!

Happy mayday every1. Its wu yue tian aka labour day. good day to stay home n rest.

this mth not bad. got another PH next friday, vesak day. So at least not so sian lah, got long weekend again.

just went to cut my hair just nw. tried out one new hairstyle but need some effort in creating the style each time lah. but hor, as you know i a very lazy person. So i doubt it will look impressive lah. but hack care lah, so long its different from my usual hairstyle can liao lah.

damn, i hate my naturally curled hair. just nw the hairstylist say she cut my hair in the way in which my hair wont grow too curly when it gets longer. hope so her words are true.

Just now I did what i do every 1st day of the mth - calcuating how much I have spent last mth and how much i saved. Darn! Spend too much last mth. Lucky got the 700 bucks, but still, got to cut down on my expenses liao. Especially on days like yesterday. Went to Party World ktv two times in a day. Once in the afternoon at Chinatown branch and one in the evening at yishun safra branch. I spend 8 hours sitting in the KTV!! That's one record. Well, that also reflect how much i spend lah. Wah, cannot like that man. I spending more than I earn it seems.

Ok, goal for this month of May. Save save save.

Wow, polling day next sat.

Wow, i so "excited" leh. For the first time I going to do my part as a Singaporean citizen by casting a vote for the party who is going to "take care" of my neighbourhood, Yishun Central, for the next 4-5 years. PAP vs WP. I doubt we really have much of a choice though. One super power party vs a no power party.

Well, i better keep my election thoughts to myself. Scarly, i kena sue also dunno y. So just in case any garmen people reading this post (i doubt so got lah), just a casual comment ah.

Anyway thanks our dear PM, i got 700 bucks from the Progress package. So got more to spend now. I really hope this kind of things don't just happen every 5 years. However, i would prefer lower utilities bills, less taxes, erps, carpark charges and many more lah. I believe many people will agree with me also. So hope our PM has something like this in mind in the near future.

Something to share with people like me, who lives in Yishun and works in CBD. DOn't ever take taxi, even if you are late for work. Why? Because it cost me 23.70 to reach my office. Moreover, i still late. 1 major accident on CTE: Heavy traffic jam. 3 erp gantries: 2 x 1.50 + 1 x 2.5 = 5.50 erp charges. Crazy leh, i take mrt only cost me 1.47 leh. SHould haven taken the mrt instead. Maybe I would have reached office earlier!

Anyway, really low moral recently. Lot of work to do in office and deadline is closing in. I got a ICT coming on end June. So I got to do as much as I can before i leave for 2+ weeks. Low moral also because I still think my pay is too low. Hardly see my account balance growing, though i dun spend much. Then work is kinda boring also. But, but.... Still, I got to endure to Oct when my contract ends. Then see how lor...

Crazy user n sec sch wkend

As you know, I only come back to office on Tuesday as my MC was up to Tuesday. Then I became to focus on a mini project. Finally managed to finish it on Wednesday. Then I carried on to do SIT and prepare for UAT. Suppose to ask my users to come for UAT on thursday,however, my colleague who was supposed to assign the system functions rights to the UAT users was not around. So got to postponed to Friday.

And guess what, this user crazy one. So should I say her boss is crazy. She only did a few simple testing and say everything ok liao. And wanted me to implement the module that evening so that Monday morning they can use. But I still got documentations to do, and the project sign-off document got to go all the way up to GM, but the document got to first go to my development mgr and dept head, and agm.

But this user's boss, also an agm, wanted to go all the way up to GM to get his chop, skipping all my dept's bosses. So when my user asked me if she can do that, I told her that she has to talk to my boss about that. I told my mgr and he just said, "Siao ah, we got IOP to follow, how can we implement the system just like that. We need to plan for implementions and people are still working."

Some users are just like that. Only want things to be done, but got no brains to think. But this got nothing to do with me lah. I only a small fly in the bank.


Anyway, this wkend was quite packed. Friday night went out for dinner @ yishun central n KTV @ party world, yishun. Saturday evening went to Downtown east for a Seconday sch gathering. Meet up with many of my seconday sch frds and had a really nice time talking with them. Then today went KTV again @ safra yishun's party world with a couple of sc sch frds also. Nvr went to ktv with them before, so was quite nice. then again have dinner @ yishun central. After that went to have dessert also.

So this wkend is Secondary School wkend haha. Quite fun. But one ting is, high expenses lah. How i wish every wkend can enjoy like this but dun have to think about money.

Soon got to go koon liao, tmr got to work again.... hope the user dun give me black face see becoz of last friday incident. Not my fault leh you know.

New blog song

New song uploaded: JJ's Zhi Dui Ni Shuo. A very nice song. The chorus is somthing like sa ran hei yo, zhi dui ni shuo, i will love you forever more.

sa ran hei yo means I love you in korean.

zhi dui ni shuo means only say to you in chinese.


Sa ran hei yo, my love. (whoever you are)

end of my long wkend

ah sian. tmr got to go back to work liao. long time nvr have such a long break liao. hmm since chinese new year lah. actually not very long ago also hor hehehe.

anyway any break is a good break. can stay at home and rest awhile n hav a temp. break away from the daily routine.

show u my wisdom tooth. see the following 2 pics. not v.clear as i took them with my n8230.

Not realli that pain lah

Well, actually removing the wisdom tooth is not really so pain lah. Just that when i was blogging yesterday, i was just back from the dentist and the numbness was wearing off, with blood ozzing out from the wound. However, by evening time, everything ok liao. Had my porridge dinner without much difficulty and managed to brush my teeth too (carefully of coz).

Today everything fine. Dont have to bite the stupid gauze cloth anymore. yesterday bite until the mouth jaw so tired. then the wound not pain also. just that my face a bit swollen at the side where my tooth was removed. other than that, everything's ok.

So removing wisdom tooth not really that scary or painful lah. Hmmm or should i say it just pain for a while only lah ;p

Nw considering if i should remove one more which is at the other side (right side) anot. hmmm... see 1st lah.

wisdom tooth sucks

sucks big time man. just got my wisdom tooth removed. during the op, hurts like hell man even though i was injected with the (something-that-make-your-gum-numb) injection. the dentist pulled out my tooth right from the roots without cutting it leh. seems like it lah, coz he say the tooth was too close to the neighbouring tooth and is tilted. so hard to take out.

now im home with a gauze in which i have to bite in my mouth and change every 0.5 hrs. hurts like hell man. and the blood cannot stop flowing. seems like i drink my whole blood like that. hope it stop bleeding soon. really sucks man. i got one more tooth to remove. also got to do thru op one. think i dun take out liao lah.

boo hoo hoo. tmr is good friday. so long wkend. but i be struck with a swollen, n painful mouth...... nothing could be worse.

Drinking sucks

Friday, went to devil's bar with a couple of friends. Had 2 barrel of tiger and a martell. That's not anot actually. I wasn't drunk, but I drank enough to give me a terrible headache. Wasted whole day yesterday sleeping. After sleeping still headache. dunno izzit i slept too much or still having that hangover.

Drinking is fun, but the after-effect sucks. Last nite, popped 2 panadol and went to bed. So today much better liao.

I forgot to mention that we went to have steamboat buffet at a place opp. shaw plaza along beach road. What a best time to have streamboat, especially when my stomach is full of beer and martel and somemore with a heavy head. The steamboat was not bad, but too bad i couldnt eat much. Was quite shag-out to eat liao. but it was the 1st time I tried steamboat in the middle of the nite though. Quite nice though, since we often feel hungry at nite. But perhaps it will be nicer if I were to go after KTV or movie instead of after clubbing. LOL.

Next week will be a painful week for me. Why? becoz i gng to extract out my wisdom tooth. Actually wanted to extract 2 at the same time. But the dentist advised me otherwise, coz the 2 teeth are located at different sides, so if both are extracted at the same time, how to eat then? haha.. ok lor. then one by one lor.

happy april's fool...

Today is 1st of April, April's Fool day, a day where people play tricks on one another and make fools of themselves. Not a bad day, since everyday of the year has always been so stressful, not to mention boring as well. So today is the day to luff at others and also yourself. Hahaha. Hope everyone had a good luff today.

Today, nobody play a fool on me, except maybe the stupid drivers at the other side of the expressway traveling at the opposite direction luffing at me as I was struck on CTE toward city. Damn CTE, forever jam one. I wonder why the garmen never try to expand the number of lanes or build a supplementary expressway. The worse stretch is always starting from AMK Ave 1 to PIE(Changi). Always jam jam jam. Today almost bang into the back of somebody's car. Lucky i managed to step on the brake in time. I guess I miss the car in front by just a few inches. Just got tired of switching between the accelerator and brake continously in the jam. Really pissed me off.

Somehow, I found many drivers driving very slow today. Hmm, or izzit because I drove very fast today?? Dunno lah... sianz..

Anyway, I really miss Melbourne's weather. At this time, the weather should be quite cold already. So nice leh. Unlike the stupid Singapore weather which is so warm n humid all year round.

But I guess some will argue that at least Singapore got no hurriance risk right. Recently, Australia suffered Hurriance Larry at Southern Queensland. I hope the hurriance didnt killed too much of the great barrier reef.

But, but... Singapore weather really sucks lah. Especially now. Its 10pm at night and its so warm. like no diff from daytime.

Yalah, yalah, complain complain.. but what else can i do then? On air-con loh.

Yeah, garmen giving me 700 bucks with the so-called Progress package. Just now just registered on the progress.gov.sg website with my SingPass. Money will in be on 1st May. 700 bucks still a bit low leh, but at least better than nothing lah. Hope they give this package every year. But i doubt so, unless there is GE(General Election) every year lah!!

On MC

Finally, after battling with my running nose and cough in my workplace for 2 days, i surrendered and went to see the doc last nite. Got some medicine and one day MC!! Shiok man, haven been on MC on a long time. Not that I like to be sick lah (touch wood!) Just that, on MC means a day off from work, isnt that great!

March is such a long month, gosh. 31 days leh. Somemore no holidays, haha. But it will be april's fool day in a few days.

Got to go have lunch now... tata...

Freaking weather

Recently, the weather in SG is really freaking bad! Its so warm and humid, even at night. Moreover, the air is bad too. So can you imagine that this few days I have been sleeping half-naked, with full blast fan (air-con not working), and still get terrible running nose in the morning and sweating still!!!!

Worse still, my nose has been running non-stop for 3 days already. Just now wanted to see the doc, but I ended up at home again, taking my own flu and cough medicine, hoping the running nose and cough will go away.

Do you think I should see the doc and get a MC? Haven taken any leave this month. It's been a rather long month for me. Maybe becoz feb is short and somemore got a few PHs.

The next PH is next mth, Good Friday. Hope it comes soon.

Anyway, I got tired with my old template, so I switched back to the old blogspot template for a new refreshing and not so dark look.

Easier to read also right, i thought so too. anyway i also lazy to go make a skin or get a customised one, so this will stay put for a while i guess.

got to go take my shower n go koon liao. hope tmr my nose stops running.

quiet little jason

last nite went lucky chinatown kster with a couple of friends. One of them brought along another friend who is her classmate. quite a nice girl haha.

anyway my friends got car, so she sent everyone home, i got arrowed to send this girl up to her place coz its quite late liao, around 3am. When walking her to the lift, she say i'm very quiet leh, izzit becoz i'm shy? then i respond with my usual laughter, "hahaha, ok lah, maybe lor".

Omg, girls finding me too quiet huh, then hw huh. I have always been like tat. Guys i can talk, but with girls i will be like dumbfolded, dunno wad to say.

at my workplace also same. although i work there for 5mths or so liao, i nvr tok to other colleagues from other departments, although i may see them everyday. so i was thinking hw i can break this barrier can be more interactive with others.

its so difficult for me you know. often or not, i need a reason to start a conversation. so that explains why i nvr tok to people i dunno, or i have nothing to do with.

hw hw? hw can i get to know more girls like tat... keke..

Friends

Friends, they are v.impt people in our lives. Close friends, you only have a few in a lifetime. But as we grow older, our friendships become weaker, mainly because people change. Change is something we cannot control coz it might be due to so many reasons.

I have 2 really very close friends. I call them my bros. But recently we had a "discussion" on our differences, and sad to say, one of them, who is always negative towards life said, "No one in this world care about him, understands him".

He always the one who like to think too much. as least that is what i feel, but his words that night really bring on a lot of spikes. Why didnt he feel i am his bro, who is always there whenever i could. yes, i cant possibly understand what he gng thru all the time, but at least i am there.

he claims no one appreciates his talents, no one speaks at his level. yes, he is a smart guy, but is he trying to say he too smart?

almost 12 years of friendships, having heard what he said really hurts. yes, his mindset is different from others, I accept his differences, but i find him a bit petty and extreme in the way he see things.

i dont wish to say more. i have no hard feelings towards him. i just feel disappointed. i believe my other bro agrees with me.

Time may make one forget..

ok, i admit i a really lazy person. all these times i only change my background pics and music. the layout still remains haha..

the theme now is time may make one forget. got this ling gan from guang liang's song. thats the song u hearing now, yue ding.

time may make one forget, even things you want to remember. how many of you people out there actually remembers every one of your friends? Maybe some, but not all right. Becoz time may make memories fade, especially if they are memories of the long past.

our brain is like the hard disk, you keep storing n storing until sometimes you dunno what u have inside. and soon u will forget about it. and NO, the search tool in our brain is very lousy one. maybe can only search things created in the recent years. beyond that, gone !!

quite sian recently. things not gng well for me. mainly with friends. dun wish to say so much also. what a hot sunday, think later gng for a swim..

weird lady

today as usual i knocked off from work. met my friend darrick n kristina for dinner at PS.

We were at ajisen ramen and she called, "jason, remember you say you will come help me fix my com." i replied, "oh, but i having dinner with darrick leh.". she said, "where are you now? I maybe coming down to doby ghaut." I said, "im at PS atm, when will you be here n for how long?" "Hmm, i nw at parkway, i let you know when i leaving".

I going to have my volcano ramen. just when i finished, she called again, "jason, are you done? i leaving parkway now." I replied, "I still eating, when will you reach?" She said, "never mind then, some other time then help me fix bah".

all these times, all these conversations sounds normal right?

ok, here comes the interesting or rather werid parts.

Not long after, we put down the phone, i received this sms. This is the exact words from the sms, "Jason i gt a feeling tat u feel tat i will only call you when i need your help. jus nw im suppose to only leave at 9pm but can leave earlier. so i call in any case we can go back together even thou you dun help me fix today."

i was like what the hell. Go back together? I replied, "but i having dinner with my frd, i cant possibly leave him behind like tat".

I waited for her reply sms. No reply. I msg her again "Is not that i dun want to meet you, but i with a friend, you got my earlier msg?"

after a while, she replied, "gt your earlier msg". i was thinking, wad the f***, is she angry with me for nothing again? what crap is this.

she msg, "just tot of letting you know my tots. it always gd to clarify thoug. but i was a little angry wif u jus nw thou. i only tell u i moving off from parkway then u say you still eating" hey, wake up your freaking ideas, i really still eating arent I. I with a friend, why cant you understand? So what i suppose to do, be a chee hong person and throw my friend behind just to accompany you home. Hello, even if you are my gf, i would not even do that. Somemore you just my friend.

She msg again, "u could have ask whether i eaten or if i wana join then can take train together." yes, i could ask you, but what if i didnt want to? why would you want to take train with me? arent me just your friend?

you cant imagine hw f*** up i feel at this present moment. why dont she go bother her bf. i dont think i being sensitive or what, but this is just ridicurious.

wanted to call her to clarify things actually, but she say she tired.

anyway i could nt be bothered with her anymore. just let her be.

headache ah

lucky today mrt nvr give problem, if not ah.....

anyway, got headache at work, jus nw took panadol so better liao.

think not enuff sleep.. so i guess i better go sleep le..

tgift !!!! - (tank god it's friday tmr)

stupig smrt

tmd smrt, for consecutive two days the south-bound smrt got delayed. Monday, becoz a stupig train broke down before reaching amk station. I was struck in the one of the few mrts behind. the train stopped for about 20+ mins just after leaving khatib station. Following that, the train slowly crawl to amk and then speed up to normal after amk station. and i reach office around 8.45. normally i would have reach around 8.20. i start work at 8.30.

today even worse, there was some problems with the tracks at doby gauht (don;t know the correct spelling) station. the all trains moving towards marina bay move like snails!! every station the train will stop for a few mins. sometimes even stop between stations. i reach office around 9am !!!! By right i shld reach office around 8.15 today becoz i left home earlier. i was struck in the mrt for 1hr++

i tell you, if the train got any problem again tmr, i gng to COMPLAINT!!!

Should I be happy or sad? Part 2

continuing from yesterday's entry....

if u have seen my previous entries, this ms tan may be just taking me as a 2nd bf when her bf not free? or somebody whom she sian then contact? why i say so?

1. coz sometimes i nvr hear from her for months
2. then suddenly ask me out for dinner on v.day, but later on cancelled coz bf meeting her in the end (refer to v.day's entry
3. yesterday, she was having roadshow in northpoint (near my place since i stay in yishun). she was sianed, dun feel like working coz previous kena scolding from boss and anyway yishun's crowd not that great.
4. recently, i became her fake customer because she need to call her customers to inform them of their application status. couldnt reach them, so call me instead.

so am i just a replacement bf or a stupid guy whom she knows she sure can get help from?

am i just someone whom can accompany her when noone else is free to do so?

should i just start ignoring her? i tried at first, but i just control my feelings though. well she call, i be more than eager to help her. am i being used in some ways?

so what should i do now?

Should I be happy or sad?

this afternoon, ms tan called me on my mobile. she doing roadshow at harvey norman northpoint but feeling very bored. So she asked me if i want to go watch movie anot. I suggested final destination 3, and she said ok.

When i went to buy the tickets, the ticket salesperson also saiko me to buy the combo coupon, saying its cheaper then u buy over the counter at the snack bar. So i bought lor. the combo comes with one drink, one popcorn and one icecream. in the end, only me eating, coz ms tan want to eat nachos only but we didnt buy.

anyway the movie is damn gross. so bloody and flying human parts here n there. haha, ms tan was shouting here n there, so funny. so long nvr watch movie with her liao. after that ms tan feel like eating pasta so we went to woodlands to eat pastamania coz yishun got no more good pasta to eat.

eat finish liao, go shop shop abit. ms tan bought a black tee. then we went to civic plaza party world coz ms tan's cousin there. went to kajiao kajiao a while then went back to yishun. this ms tan really know how to eat snake leh, still dun feel like gng back to her booth, keep saying want to cut her hair like guo mei mei. lol. so we went around the saloons in northpoint and yishun central. in the end nvr cut, coz need to rebond hair 1st, not enough time liao.

so went to northpoint food court sit n drink until her knock-off time. then help her keep her booth then she went to take mrt back and i went to take bus back home.

So I spend half a day with her. from 2+ to 9pm. how's the feeling? very good. the feeling was comparable to the happy times we had last time.

what the difference this time? she is not single. she has bf.

so should i feel happy or sad?

to be continued.....

Tmr got test....

took leave today because got to study for my oracle cert test tmr. the other time i took, i didnt study much and miss by a few marks in passing the paper.

what a waste of money, so this time decided to invest one day of leave hehe.

wish me luck ah. will go study liao...

Happy Birthday Shirley

Today is my friend's birthday. So Shirley, I want to wish you a Happy 26th Birthday !!! Wish you always happy and cheerful and be successful in whatever you do !!!

Well, I doubt you will see this post anyway but I still want to say. No matter who are you with now, so long he treats you well and you are happy, I will feel happy for you too.

Although I told myself I have forgotten you, but just now while waiting for you outside SSDC, my heart was racing, just like last time. Haven seen you for like 5 months, ever since I got my birthday present from you. Still remember seeing the tearful you that night. Really feel heartache when i see you sad coz I only want to see the smiling and cheerful you always.

Though we are not fated to be lovers, but I glad we are still good friends. However, there is no doubt in my heart there always be a place just for you, always.

Just now although I wished we had a longer chat, but your house is just too near to SSDC!! So hope can catch dinner with you one of these days when you are not so busy.

Hope you like the bag I bought you. =)


* This post is delicated to Ms. Shirley Tan

Happy Birthday Dad !!!

Today is my dad's 57th birthday. Want to wish him healthy and happy always..

i think that's about all.. Anyway, bought a d24 durian cake for dad from emicakes. Not bad, but v. ex the cake. but so long my dad likes it can liao..

got to go sleep soon. tmr got to go back to work AGAIN. argghhh, y weekends are so short.

Best v.day ever....

this morning went to work as usual. however, on the way to office, stomachache so reach office liao, throw the bag down n rush to bomb the toilet. what a way to start a day.

well, before i knew what i was doing the whole day, its knock off time again. my mother called when i was walking to the mrt. ask me to buy onions again. yesterday buy one too big, she said. want to make those fried onions n garlic, you know, those you put as garnish one?

sure, i said. went to buy the onion and bee hoon also. forgot to mention, she ask me buy also the beehoon. reach home liao and guess what?? this lady, her name is ms tan called. "hey jason, still remember you want to treat me pasta? you free today anot?" hmm, i was thinking, today v.day leh. dun she have to meet her bf for dinner or smthing. Well, unknowingly, i agreed and told i go take a bath and go down to orchard to meet her. initially wanted to jio her bishan j8 only, but she say she want to go walk walk buy thing, so orchard lor.

i took my towel, my underwear, and was about to walk to the bathroom, when my friend, mr johnson called. tok tok abit then told him, "hey bro, i gng for a date (like real) with that lady". of coz he knew who she was. then i quickly ended the call, need to bath leh....

then.... ms tan call my hp again, this time she asked "jason u changed already anot". i tot she gng to scold me again, coz last time i was late when i suppose to meet her and in the end she dun wan meet me liao. i tot this time also same. but instead she said "hmm.. my bf suddenly want to meet for dinner, but usually we dun do v.day one, really dun like my bf like tat leh" "want to join us??" join you? siao bo... so of coz i say "its ok lah, next time bah" "you dun be angry leh" she said. angry for what??? "We still got next time to meet for dinner lah", i said.

ah crap, i should have known this would be coming. anyway my inital plan was to go bowling. so that wad i did. usually i play like shit. but today i make my 2nd investment. i bought a hand guard. if i nvr remember wrongly, my scores are as follows: 80+ 90+ 160 80+ 90+ 140

was quite happy with myself. 1st time ever since i got this new ball that score that high in a single game. the 70 dollars was worth it man.. but becoz i played alone, so was rather tired, throwing one ball after another. the guard was rather effective, but i have yet to master it yet. hopefully i become better n better....


lucky i didnt go orchard to meet her, i wouldnt want to fall back into the pit that i had tried so hard to climb out not long ago.

isnt this a great v.day? i not being sacarastic though, i really mean it.

A Season of Love

Just watch this Korea movie with 2 of my colleagues. I guess those who see this movie title for the first time will think its a love story movie, especially since valentine;s day is today. But it's not. In fact the movie is about 4 sad stories. Somehow, i got affected by the sadness the movie brought. Dunno why also.

Normally, i wouldn;t care much about sad or not, coz im a bo chap person, so-long-i-happy-can-liao person. but from this movie, i feel like we should all appreiate our love ones, and not take them for granted, becoz before you know it, they might be gone, be it gone forever, or gone to others. treasure your love ones before u regret.

Well, movies doesnt always have happy endings. and this movie, 4 sad endings. when i guess i feeling really not so well tonite, becoz normally i dun blog during weekdays. i guess it also got something to do with what i going to say next.

next i want to tok about something else.

I guess most people would experience those inconsiderate people, whose hp goes off in the cinema when watching movie, or those who answer phones or sms as well. I simply dislike those people.

But nvr did i realise, actually i was one of those culprits. My mother called in the middle of the show, and i answered, trying hard to whisper "I watching movie"... Right after the movie when walking out of the cinema, one of my colleague say something which somehow make me feel bad about myself. he said "dun make me tulan of you, answer the phone in the middle of the show, the other time when watching huo yuan chia also". Somehow, i couldnt manage a smile or a reply. was quite shocked instead, coz i nvr realise that actually i often do that.

damn, wad the f*** have i been doing all these times.

Backstabber, are you one?

Sometimes i feel myself like a backstabber. Remember my indo colleague who works in the same teams as me? I always complaint about him to my friends, and other fellow colleagues in other teams. Often or not, making fun of him or bad-mouthing him.

Yes, true that he's not exactly the best team mate to have. Yes, he's weirdo in the way he thinks. Yes, I don't like him.

He and me, we are both contract staff. We work under our direct boss - our team leader. Our team leader, doesnt like my indo colleague, 1st or 2nd day at work; already complained to me about his work attitude. This indo colleague request to change team.

Conclusion, he is on bad terms with our team leader. Whether we get our contracts renewed or promoted, depends alot on our team leader's appraisal. So if team leader doesnt like indo colleague and i on ok terms with team teader means i have higher chance of promotion??

when indo colleague on MC, not around. i change his program becoz i think it should be improved. discuss with team leader, he agrees. am i making things worse for my indo colleague?

if i think in this way, am i indirectly backstabbing? but sometimes just i cant help it. i guess im this kind of self-centered person. work for myself, not for others become my motto unknowingly. can't imagine how it goes on from here.

man are selfish naturally? or am i just trying to make myself feel better?

-_-

haizz, why life's such a bore?

every morning struggle to wake up, squeeze with people in MRT, trying to stay awake and not fall over in the mrt all the way to work. work a few hours go have lunch. lunch eaten go back office. work a few hours then back to squeezing mrt home.

going home always so slow coz forever got people want to get into the mrt which is so full, delaying the train from departing the station. then go back home. eat dinner. watch tv then sleep.

next day the cycle repeats.

weekends..... time seems to pass so fast. wake up in the late mornings, have brunch and slack. soon its dinner time. before you know it, wkend over le.

haizz.. interesting time izznt it?


At work, all the time staring at the screen, programming, debugging, testing. every day the same.

At home, still staring at the com, checking email, msn abit and BLOGGING.



Friends, some missing, some buzy with work, some buzy with bf/gf, some married...

My team leader at work, 30+ i guess, still single, people knock off at 5pm, 7pm is still in office.

i cant imagine myself the same next time...

Colleagues at work, some married with kids, some getting married, some still single and no life like me...


How can i do to make my life more meaningful. seems like im wasting my life away. sometimes feel really lonely. yes, there is family, yes, there are close friends, but there is none who truely understands me.

i need someone who can give me what i lack. somethings missing in my jigsaw life. when and how i can find that somebody.

somebody whom i can look foreward to see after work, meet after work or weekends, talk over the phone to, send sms to. somebody whom i can hold her hands and say i love you, somebody whom i can marry and start a family with. somebody who can stand my lousy living habits, my arrogant tots, my selfish behaviours, my weaknesses. somebody whom look upon me as the pillar of her life, whom i can be grant the responsibility to take care of her for the rest of her life, somebody who i have wonderful kids with, somebody...., somebody..... who's that somebody?

special occasions: birthdays, new years, xmas, v.day, will there be a day whom i can get to celebrate with somebody i love?

Gong xi fa cai

Woof woof!! It's the year of the Dog! How's the new year? Well for me, its almost the same every year.

Try to gamble a bit, but suffer great loss even though i only play a little. woah, luck still haven change for me yet.

Hope things will be better bah.


Guess what, my indo. colleague will be joining another team very soon. didn't expect it to be so soon. But i guess its good news. He went back to indo this week, so my team leader and I had some time looking at his codes, really cant imagine how he can put so many codes in one place. 9k lines of code in a class!!! He simply just copy n paste codes here n there, even though some codes can be reused by passing in parameters into common subs and functions. Haizz, thats how lazy he is.

So hope the user will sign off this phase of the project as soon as posssible. hmm, well which means the next phase of the project will be handled by my team leader n me. Just hope he don't try to change my codes and not tell me again. This just annoys me big time. I wanted to tell him, but dunno how to tell him also.

So this is how fun my work is. Damn boring....

Anyway, so long no BIG problems arise and I get my salary everyt 20th of the mth, the rest just hack care lah, haha...

Next week got to buy toto, the Hongbao toto draw will be next week. Hope I can win one million or more lah.. hhaha wish me luck ah. If i win, i treat u dinner ok? keke

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Just another 20+ mins and it's the year of the Dog already. Really hope this year will be better than last year for me. And of coz i like to extend this well wishes to my family, relatives and all my friends as well.

A very gong xi fa cai, year year got fish, the wishings goes on....

Most important, good luck and good health thruout the year and take care ah.

- Jason, signing off the last post of the year of the cockadoo...

Jay Chou's Hou Yuan Chia

Went to northpoint today, bought a white long sleeve shirt with blue stripes at john little. usual price was 39 bucks, but got 15% discount so pay 34++ only.

happen to pass by sembawang music centre, went to see if the S.H.E. DVD/VCD is out or not. Not out yet, the store keeper told me. The store was playing Jay's new song in his new release single called Huo Yuan Chia (EP+ November's Chopin MV DVD). The single also comes with his Nov's Choppin' DVD and his Hong Kong's Concert Highlights video.

Quite a good buy, I must say because the songs in Nov's Choppin' are very good. Somemore I consider myself a Jay Chou fan, so I recommend u all to buy also lah. hehe

here is his new song, Hou Yuan Chia. It;s the theme song for the new Jet Li movie i think. Enjoy.........

Today working, tmr jobless... Life's that unpredictable

Today working, tmr jobless... Life's that unpredictable. Why did I say that? Well.... A colleague of mine got fired because of some mistakes he made. It was quite a grave mistake, and its not the first time. So no chances given this time, off he goes.

But what the hoo-haa about this? Well, I just feel that, WOW! You can be fired just like that. Somemore is with immediate effect. They found out his mistake yesterday and today his name appear in the HR out-going staff broadcast email.

Well, I don't really know him very well, but I guess he is the kind of person who doesn't do things properly because I recalled something that happened last year in december. He accidently armed the security alarm of the office when a few fellow staff were still inside the office and the alarm went off when one of the staff try to open the door. The police were alerted and the news went all the way up to the top management of the bank. The door was not locked, but it was armed. Stupid right.

What to do, some people are just like that. You reap what you sow I guess. There is always a cause and effect relationship. Anyway, bye Keng Lee !! Sorry to see you go in this way. But what else can I say?

Year of the dog closing in.....

Soon, its will be the year of the dog. So has everyone bought their new year clothings? I haven't buy mine, haven't cut my hair too.

Think I will go and do some shopping this coming wkend bah.

Kinda of busy nowsadays, got to watch tv, work, sleep, play computer games, bowling, do spring cleaning, throw old stuff, so many things leh lol.. So not much time to blog.

heehee =)

First wish coming true this sat...

This sat, one of my new year's resolution is coming true. Guess which one?

Ok lah, no need guess lah, is the lcd monitor.

managed to "sai ko" my brothers to share the cost. kekeke ;)

Happy new year!!!

Happy new year everyone. yesterday was my dear cousin aka god-sis's BIG day, hope she had fun, although getting married is really a very tiring event.

But its the 2nd most important event in life, i suppose. The 1st is of course the day you came into this world. That's the begining of life. Here wishing Guifu and Cheryl live a happy and blissful life together.

I guess some of you might have countdowned at the 2-durian-complex last nite right. Well what did I do last nite? Hmm.. couldn't remember what I did really, because I think I slept once I reached home from my cousin's wedding. Quite happening isn't it. Haha.

Well, didn't feel like torturing myself by squeezing with hundreds or thousands of hot and sweaty people, so maybe getting some rest at home isn't such a bad idea right?

All righty then, best wishes for the new year. ciaoz.