Wednesday, March 29, 2006

On MC

Finally, after battling with my running nose and cough in my workplace for 2 days, i surrendered and went to see the doc last nite. Got some medicine and one day MC!! Shiok man, haven been on MC on a long time. Not that I like to be sick lah (touch wood!) Just that, on MC means a day off from work, isnt that great!

March is such a long month, gosh. 31 days leh. Somemore no holidays, haha. But it will be april's fool day in a few days.

Got to go have lunch now... tata...

Monday, March 27, 2006

Freaking weather

Recently, the weather in SG is really freaking bad! Its so warm and humid, even at night. Moreover, the air is bad too. So can you imagine that this few days I have been sleeping half-naked, with full blast fan (air-con not working), and still get terrible running nose in the morning and sweating still!!!!

Worse still, my nose has been running non-stop for 3 days already. Just now wanted to see the doc, but I ended up at home again, taking my own flu and cough medicine, hoping the running nose and cough will go away.

Do you think I should see the doc and get a MC? Haven taken any leave this month. It's been a rather long month for me. Maybe becoz feb is short and somemore got a few PHs.

The next PH is next mth, Good Friday. Hope it comes soon.

Anyway, I got tired with my old template, so I switched back to the old blogspot template for a new refreshing and not so dark look.

Easier to read also right, i thought so too. anyway i also lazy to go make a skin or get a customised one, so this will stay put for a while i guess.

got to go take my shower n go koon liao. hope tmr my nose stops running.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

quiet little jason

last nite went lucky chinatown kster with a couple of friends. One of them brought along another friend who is her classmate. quite a nice girl haha.

anyway my friends got car, so she sent everyone home, i got arrowed to send this girl up to her place coz its quite late liao, around 3am. When walking her to the lift, she say i'm very quiet leh, izzit becoz i'm shy? then i respond with my usual laughter, "hahaha, ok lah, maybe lor".

Omg, girls finding me too quiet huh, then hw huh. I have always been like tat. Guys i can talk, but with girls i will be like dumbfolded, dunno wad to say.

at my workplace also same. although i work there for 5mths or so liao, i nvr tok to other colleagues from other departments, although i may see them everyday. so i was thinking hw i can break this barrier can be more interactive with others.

its so difficult for me you know. often or not, i need a reason to start a conversation. so that explains why i nvr tok to people i dunno, or i have nothing to do with.

hw hw? hw can i get to know more girls like tat... keke..

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Friends

Friends, they are v.impt people in our lives. Close friends, you only have a few in a lifetime. But as we grow older, our friendships become weaker, mainly because people change. Change is something we cannot control coz it might be due to so many reasons.

I have 2 really very close friends. I call them my bros. But recently we had a "discussion" on our differences, and sad to say, one of them, who is always negative towards life said, "No one in this world care about him, understands him".

He always the one who like to think too much. as least that is what i feel, but his words that night really bring on a lot of spikes. Why didnt he feel i am his bro, who is always there whenever i could. yes, i cant possibly understand what he gng thru all the time, but at least i am there.

he claims no one appreciates his talents, no one speaks at his level. yes, he is a smart guy, but is he trying to say he too smart?

almost 12 years of friendships, having heard what he said really hurts. yes, his mindset is different from others, I accept his differences, but i find him a bit petty and extreme in the way he see things.

i dont wish to say more. i have no hard feelings towards him. i just feel disappointed. i believe my other bro agrees with me.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Time may make one forget..

ok, i admit i a really lazy person. all these times i only change my background pics and music. the layout still remains haha..

the theme now is time may make one forget. got this ling gan from guang liang's song. thats the song u hearing now, yue ding.

time may make one forget, even things you want to remember. how many of you people out there actually remembers every one of your friends? Maybe some, but not all right. Becoz time may make memories fade, especially if they are memories of the long past.

our brain is like the hard disk, you keep storing n storing until sometimes you dunno what u have inside. and soon u will forget about it. and NO, the search tool in our brain is very lousy one. maybe can only search things created in the recent years. beyond that, gone !!

quite sian recently. things not gng well for me. mainly with friends. dun wish to say so much also. what a hot sunday, think later gng for a swim..

Monday, March 06, 2006

weird lady

today as usual i knocked off from work. met my friend darrick n kristina for dinner at PS.

We were at ajisen ramen and she called, "jason, remember you say you will come help me fix my com." i replied, "oh, but i having dinner with darrick leh.". she said, "where are you now? I maybe coming down to doby ghaut." I said, "im at PS atm, when will you be here n for how long?" "Hmm, i nw at parkway, i let you know when i leaving".

I going to have my volcano ramen. just when i finished, she called again, "jason, are you done? i leaving parkway now." I replied, "I still eating, when will you reach?" She said, "never mind then, some other time then help me fix bah".

all these times, all these conversations sounds normal right?

ok, here comes the interesting or rather werid parts.

Not long after, we put down the phone, i received this sms. This is the exact words from the sms, "Jason i gt a feeling tat u feel tat i will only call you when i need your help. jus nw im suppose to only leave at 9pm but can leave earlier. so i call in any case we can go back together even thou you dun help me fix today."

i was like what the hell. Go back together? I replied, "but i having dinner with my frd, i cant possibly leave him behind like tat".

I waited for her reply sms. No reply. I msg her again "Is not that i dun want to meet you, but i with a friend, you got my earlier msg?"

after a while, she replied, "gt your earlier msg". i was thinking, wad the f***, is she angry with me for nothing again? what crap is this.

she msg, "just tot of letting you know my tots. it always gd to clarify thoug. but i was a little angry wif u jus nw thou. i only tell u i moving off from parkway then u say you still eating" hey, wake up your freaking ideas, i really still eating arent I. I with a friend, why cant you understand? So what i suppose to do, be a chee hong person and throw my friend behind just to accompany you home. Hello, even if you are my gf, i would not even do that. Somemore you just my friend.

She msg again, "u could have ask whether i eaten or if i wana join then can take train together." yes, i could ask you, but what if i didnt want to? why would you want to take train with me? arent me just your friend?

you cant imagine hw f*** up i feel at this present moment. why dont she go bother her bf. i dont think i being sensitive or what, but this is just ridicurious.

wanted to call her to clarify things actually, but she say she tired.

anyway i could nt be bothered with her anymore. just let her be.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

headache ah

lucky today mrt nvr give problem, if not ah.....

anyway, got headache at work, jus nw took panadol so better liao.

think not enuff sleep.. so i guess i better go sleep le..

tgift !!!! - (tank god it's friday tmr)

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

stupig smrt

tmd smrt, for consecutive two days the south-bound smrt got delayed. Monday, becoz a stupig train broke down before reaching amk station. I was struck in the one of the few mrts behind. the train stopped for about 20+ mins just after leaving khatib station. Following that, the train slowly crawl to amk and then speed up to normal after amk station. and i reach office around 8.45. normally i would have reach around 8.20. i start work at 8.30.

today even worse, there was some problems with the tracks at doby gauht (don;t know the correct spelling) station. the all trains moving towards marina bay move like snails!! every station the train will stop for a few mins. sometimes even stop between stations. i reach office around 9am !!!! By right i shld reach office around 8.15 today becoz i left home earlier. i was struck in the mrt for 1hr++

i tell you, if the train got any problem again tmr, i gng to COMPLAINT!!!