A Season of Love

Just watch this Korea movie with 2 of my colleagues. I guess those who see this movie title for the first time will think its a love story movie, especially since valentine;s day is today. But it's not. In fact the movie is about 4 sad stories. Somehow, i got affected by the sadness the movie brought. Dunno why also.

Normally, i wouldn;t care much about sad or not, coz im a bo chap person, so-long-i-happy-can-liao person. but from this movie, i feel like we should all appreiate our love ones, and not take them for granted, becoz before you know it, they might be gone, be it gone forever, or gone to others. treasure your love ones before u regret.

Well, movies doesnt always have happy endings. and this movie, 4 sad endings. when i guess i feeling really not so well tonite, becoz normally i dun blog during weekdays. i guess it also got something to do with what i going to say next.

next i want to tok about something else.

I guess most people would experience those inconsiderate people, whose hp goes off in the cinema when watching movie, or those who answer phones or sms as well. I simply dislike those people.

But nvr did i realise, actually i was one of those culprits. My mother called in the middle of the show, and i answered, trying hard to whisper "I watching movie"... Right after the movie when walking out of the cinema, one of my colleague say something which somehow make me feel bad about myself. he said "dun make me tulan of you, answer the phone in the middle of the show, the other time when watching huo yuan chia also". Somehow, i couldnt manage a smile or a reply. was quite shocked instead, coz i nvr realise that actually i often do that.

damn, wad the f*** have i been doing all these times.

Backstabber, are you one?

Sometimes i feel myself like a backstabber. Remember my indo colleague who works in the same teams as me? I always complaint about him to my friends, and other fellow colleagues in other teams. Often or not, making fun of him or bad-mouthing him.

Yes, true that he's not exactly the best team mate to have. Yes, he's weirdo in the way he thinks. Yes, I don't like him.

He and me, we are both contract staff. We work under our direct boss - our team leader. Our team leader, doesnt like my indo colleague, 1st or 2nd day at work; already complained to me about his work attitude. This indo colleague request to change team.

Conclusion, he is on bad terms with our team leader. Whether we get our contracts renewed or promoted, depends alot on our team leader's appraisal. So if team leader doesnt like indo colleague and i on ok terms with team teader means i have higher chance of promotion??

when indo colleague on MC, not around. i change his program becoz i think it should be improved. discuss with team leader, he agrees. am i making things worse for my indo colleague?

if i think in this way, am i indirectly backstabbing? but sometimes just i cant help it. i guess im this kind of self-centered person. work for myself, not for others become my motto unknowingly. can't imagine how it goes on from here.

man are selfish naturally? or am i just trying to make myself feel better?

-_-

haizz, why life's such a bore?

every morning struggle to wake up, squeeze with people in MRT, trying to stay awake and not fall over in the mrt all the way to work. work a few hours go have lunch. lunch eaten go back office. work a few hours then back to squeezing mrt home.

going home always so slow coz forever got people want to get into the mrt which is so full, delaying the train from departing the station. then go back home. eat dinner. watch tv then sleep.

next day the cycle repeats.

weekends..... time seems to pass so fast. wake up in the late mornings, have brunch and slack. soon its dinner time. before you know it, wkend over le.

haizz.. interesting time izznt it?


At work, all the time staring at the screen, programming, debugging, testing. every day the same.

At home, still staring at the com, checking email, msn abit and BLOGGING.



Friends, some missing, some buzy with work, some buzy with bf/gf, some married...

My team leader at work, 30+ i guess, still single, people knock off at 5pm, 7pm is still in office.

i cant imagine myself the same next time...

Colleagues at work, some married with kids, some getting married, some still single and no life like me...


How can i do to make my life more meaningful. seems like im wasting my life away. sometimes feel really lonely. yes, there is family, yes, there are close friends, but there is none who truely understands me.

i need someone who can give me what i lack. somethings missing in my jigsaw life. when and how i can find that somebody.

somebody whom i can look foreward to see after work, meet after work or weekends, talk over the phone to, send sms to. somebody whom i can hold her hands and say i love you, somebody whom i can marry and start a family with. somebody who can stand my lousy living habits, my arrogant tots, my selfish behaviours, my weaknesses. somebody whom look upon me as the pillar of her life, whom i can be grant the responsibility to take care of her for the rest of her life, somebody who i have wonderful kids with, somebody...., somebody..... who's that somebody?

special occasions: birthdays, new years, xmas, v.day, will there be a day whom i can get to celebrate with somebody i love?

Gong xi fa cai

Woof woof!! It's the year of the Dog! How's the new year? Well for me, its almost the same every year.

Try to gamble a bit, but suffer great loss even though i only play a little. woah, luck still haven change for me yet.

Hope things will be better bah.


Guess what, my indo. colleague will be joining another team very soon. didn't expect it to be so soon. But i guess its good news. He went back to indo this week, so my team leader and I had some time looking at his codes, really cant imagine how he can put so many codes in one place. 9k lines of code in a class!!! He simply just copy n paste codes here n there, even though some codes can be reused by passing in parameters into common subs and functions. Haizz, thats how lazy he is.

So hope the user will sign off this phase of the project as soon as posssible. hmm, well which means the next phase of the project will be handled by my team leader n me. Just hope he don't try to change my codes and not tell me again. This just annoys me big time. I wanted to tell him, but dunno how to tell him also.

So this is how fun my work is. Damn boring....

Anyway, so long no BIG problems arise and I get my salary everyt 20th of the mth, the rest just hack care lah, haha...

Next week got to buy toto, the Hongbao toto draw will be next week. Hope I can win one million or more lah.. hhaha wish me luck ah. If i win, i treat u dinner ok? keke

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Just another 20+ mins and it's the year of the Dog already. Really hope this year will be better than last year for me. And of coz i like to extend this well wishes to my family, relatives and all my friends as well.

A very gong xi fa cai, year year got fish, the wishings goes on....

Most important, good luck and good health thruout the year and take care ah.

- Jason, signing off the last post of the year of the cockadoo...

Jay Chou's Hou Yuan Chia

Went to northpoint today, bought a white long sleeve shirt with blue stripes at john little. usual price was 39 bucks, but got 15% discount so pay 34++ only.

happen to pass by sembawang music centre, went to see if the S.H.E. DVD/VCD is out or not. Not out yet, the store keeper told me. The store was playing Jay's new song in his new release single called Huo Yuan Chia (EP+ November's Chopin MV DVD). The single also comes with his Nov's Choppin' DVD and his Hong Kong's Concert Highlights video.

Quite a good buy, I must say because the songs in Nov's Choppin' are very good. Somemore I consider myself a Jay Chou fan, so I recommend u all to buy also lah. hehe

here is his new song, Hou Yuan Chia. It;s the theme song for the new Jet Li movie i think. Enjoy.........

Today working, tmr jobless... Life's that unpredictable

Today working, tmr jobless... Life's that unpredictable. Why did I say that? Well.... A colleague of mine got fired because of some mistakes he made. It was quite a grave mistake, and its not the first time. So no chances given this time, off he goes.

But what the hoo-haa about this? Well, I just feel that, WOW! You can be fired just like that. Somemore is with immediate effect. They found out his mistake yesterday and today his name appear in the HR out-going staff broadcast email.

Well, I don't really know him very well, but I guess he is the kind of person who doesn't do things properly because I recalled something that happened last year in december. He accidently armed the security alarm of the office when a few fellow staff were still inside the office and the alarm went off when one of the staff try to open the door. The police were alerted and the news went all the way up to the top management of the bank. The door was not locked, but it was armed. Stupid right.

What to do, some people are just like that. You reap what you sow I guess. There is always a cause and effect relationship. Anyway, bye Keng Lee !! Sorry to see you go in this way. But what else can I say?

Year of the dog closing in.....

Soon, its will be the year of the dog. So has everyone bought their new year clothings? I haven't buy mine, haven't cut my hair too.

Think I will go and do some shopping this coming wkend bah.

Kinda of busy nowsadays, got to watch tv, work, sleep, play computer games, bowling, do spring cleaning, throw old stuff, so many things leh lol.. So not much time to blog.

heehee =)

First wish coming true this sat...

This sat, one of my new year's resolution is coming true. Guess which one?

Ok lah, no need guess lah, is the lcd monitor.

managed to "sai ko" my brothers to share the cost. kekeke ;)

Happy new year!!!

Happy new year everyone. yesterday was my dear cousin aka god-sis's BIG day, hope she had fun, although getting married is really a very tiring event.

But its the 2nd most important event in life, i suppose. The 1st is of course the day you came into this world. That's the begining of life. Here wishing Guifu and Cheryl live a happy and blissful life together.

I guess some of you might have countdowned at the 2-durian-complex last nite right. Well what did I do last nite? Hmm.. couldn't remember what I did really, because I think I slept once I reached home from my cousin's wedding. Quite happening isn't it. Haha.

Well, didn't feel like torturing myself by squeezing with hundreds or thousands of hot and sweaty people, so maybe getting some rest at home isn't such a bad idea right?

All righty then, best wishes for the new year. ciaoz.