Well this happen sometime back already, just that i was busy, so I mention anything.
Well, she say it herself: "bottom line is we can onli be veri gd frens". This are her actual words i copied from the history of the conversation we had. My reply was "are we even good friends in the 1st place. good friends have lot of things to share and talk about" and she reply "i treat u as 1 it's jus tat im busy tat's all".
Well... I really dunno what to say. Does she really treat me as a good friend? I doubt so. Maybe different people got different views of what a good friend is. But to me, is she even a normal friend? We can't seem to even talk about general things. We are more like strangers..
And that night, I had a long talk with her. I told her straight about her attitude towards working with people thats why she has so many problems. Her blunt remarks and comments often hurt people, but she does not realise it. Not everyone can accept her being so straight-forward. I told her she got to learn to think before she say anything bad to people and try to put herself in other people shoes. She seems to accept what I say for once and say she will try. "till u see the new mi k" was what said. I hope she changed for the better.
From all these, I guess we are truly over liao. No regrets, no sadness. Just relief. Hope one day I can talk to her as a friend, not like a stranger.
Monday, April 25, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Busy busy busy busy
Been a busy week for me this week. Let me describe to you what I do everyday.
1. Wake up around 10 or 11am.
2. Eat breakfast or brunch
3. Go to school.
4. Come back, continue to do my ASP.NET coding.
5. Eat dinner.
6. Go back to coding.
7. Bathe
8. Sleep around 3-4am.
After 2 weeks, of intensive coding, debugging and testing, my part of the industrial project is almost done. What make me really happy is when we show the application to the client and she is very happy with it. At last, I have done a program that somebody is really going to use, unlike those stupid project assignment where you do just to get the grades and dump them aside after that.
Two more happy things that happen this week is that I got full marks for the "take home" exam for one of my subjects and I got 8/10 for my last journal which is the best mark I got so far. I was quite surprised when I saw the marks. I thought I might get some crappy grades again like my first 2 journals.
Next week will be week 8. Wow, time flies. 5 more weeks before school ends. Can't wait for that to happen man. Thats all for this week.
1. Wake up around 10 or 11am.
2. Eat breakfast or brunch
3. Go to school.
4. Come back, continue to do my ASP.NET coding.
5. Eat dinner.
6. Go back to coding.
7. Bathe
8. Sleep around 3-4am.
After 2 weeks, of intensive coding, debugging and testing, my part of the industrial project is almost done. What make me really happy is when we show the application to the client and she is very happy with it. At last, I have done a program that somebody is really going to use, unlike those stupid project assignment where you do just to get the grades and dump them aside after that.
Two more happy things that happen this week is that I got full marks for the "take home" exam for one of my subjects and I got 8/10 for my last journal which is the best mark I got so far. I was quite surprised when I saw the marks. I thought I might get some crappy grades again like my first 2 journals.
Next week will be week 8. Wow, time flies. 5 more weeks before school ends. Can't wait for that to happen man. Thats all for this week.
Friday, April 15, 2005
Busy week
To tell you the truth, I shouldn't be here blogging because I have my last journal to write. It's due later today. Got back my journal marks for last week. Boohoohoo, 6.5/10 only, and I thought my that journal was ok. Haizz.. Ahya, forget it lah. Just finish this last one and ok liao.
Never blog much because I was busy doing ASP.NET programming for my industrial. Everyday do until 3-4am then sleep. So tired leh. But, thats my way of doing programming. If part of the code is not working properly or some ideas just pop up in my mind, then I will try to do until all ok. Programming has always been interesting to me. As the matter of fact, I can only score in that.
But I don't intend to work as a programmer coz a bit no life and stressful, so that's why I take up Information Systems. Although some things of IS is damn boring, I believe I didnt make the wrong choice. I think the prospects for IS graduates are still quite ok bah.
Once again, my industrial project team member disappoint me again. At first, I thought he is a person who keep his words and do what he say he will do, but only slower in completing lah. But I realise its not the case. He not even putting effort in doing his part. Damn him. Always say "Ok, I will finish this part by this week. Shouldn't be a problem." Yeah, today is Saturday, so what has he come out with? Ahya, dunno lah...
Ok, i got to go back and do my stuff. Will blog again next week... :)
Never blog much because I was busy doing ASP.NET programming for my industrial. Everyday do until 3-4am then sleep. So tired leh. But, thats my way of doing programming. If part of the code is not working properly or some ideas just pop up in my mind, then I will try to do until all ok. Programming has always been interesting to me. As the matter of fact, I can only score in that.
But I don't intend to work as a programmer coz a bit no life and stressful, so that's why I take up Information Systems. Although some things of IS is damn boring, I believe I didnt make the wrong choice. I think the prospects for IS graduates are still quite ok bah.
Once again, my industrial project team member disappoint me again. At first, I thought he is a person who keep his words and do what he say he will do, but only slower in completing lah. But I realise its not the case. He not even putting effort in doing his part. Damn him. Always say "Ok, I will finish this part by this week. Shouldn't be a problem." Yeah, today is Saturday, so what has he come out with? Ahya, dunno lah...
Ok, i got to go back and do my stuff. Will blog again next week... :)
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
......
Problems.......
Problems, problems with the project again. Things just not going according to plan. Now is our acadamic week 5. We have to finish by Week 10 or 11 which is like 5 or 6 weeks more?? And we haven't really start on development yet. I really dunno how the current problem can be solved leh.
Lousy day....
Lousy day today because, I can't finish a practical today because the tutor simply has no time for all of us and I have to rush to another lesson. So I left without showing the tutor my work. Its like not attending the lab at all when you do that. So I was kind of angry and fustrated. Somehow, I was affected by the practical that I didnt finish, I feel so lost in the next lesson which is a tutorial. Also partly because I never do my readings lah. hahaha.
Journals... arghh..
Just finished doing an assignment. But still got one more journal to write. Damn, I hate journals. Its due on Friday. I guess i shall leave it til tomorrow to do bah.
What's does she want?
Guess what, I received a fwded msg from her again. This time is a gdnite msg. What exactly does she want from me? I didnt reply to her msgs, doesnt she get the idea? Why does she have to remind me of her again. She thinks I not vex enough with all the things that is happening here izzit. Why should I get so work up over a "fwded msg". I should listen to my friend's advice. Just delete all the msgs she sent. But ... Haizz... I really dunno what to say liao.. I thinks that all...
Problems, problems with the project again. Things just not going according to plan. Now is our acadamic week 5. We have to finish by Week 10 or 11 which is like 5 or 6 weeks more?? And we haven't really start on development yet. I really dunno how the current problem can be solved leh.
Lousy day....
Lousy day today because, I can't finish a practical today because the tutor simply has no time for all of us and I have to rush to another lesson. So I left without showing the tutor my work. Its like not attending the lab at all when you do that. So I was kind of angry and fustrated. Somehow, I was affected by the practical that I didnt finish, I feel so lost in the next lesson which is a tutorial. Also partly because I never do my readings lah. hahaha.
Journals... arghh..
Just finished doing an assignment. But still got one more journal to write. Damn, I hate journals. Its due on Friday. I guess i shall leave it til tomorrow to do bah.
What's does she want?
Guess what, I received a fwded msg from her again. This time is a gdnite msg. What exactly does she want from me? I didnt reply to her msgs, doesnt she get the idea? Why does she have to remind me of her again. She thinks I not vex enough with all the things that is happening here izzit. Why should I get so work up over a "fwded msg". I should listen to my friend's advice. Just delete all the msgs she sent. But ... Haizz... I really dunno what to say liao.. I thinks that all...
Sunday, April 03, 2005
My buddy's wedding day
Today is my buddy Liting's big day. She's getting married, or shld I say already married liao since now is like 9+ in liao in singapore. Feel so happy for her. Wish her and her husband CK a blissful marriage. Hope she enjoyed herself tonight also. She was so tired from all the preparation and stuff.
Getting married is really a tiring thing, isnt it. I cant imagine myself getting married at all. Mebbie i shld try to get a gf 1st. haha =p Honestly speaking, i cant even imagine myself attached. Who will want a guy like me. Boring and not good looking guy, that's me!!
Ok, easter holidays are almost over in 40+ mins or so. Didn't really enjoy myself though, coz i was home most of the time. Seriously, I dunno what I did this past week. The memories I had seems so vague, almost none. But, I remember clearly that it was boring, so I cant wait to go back to school again. At least time passes faster when I'm at school.
Have to go wash my clothes now, so that's all for today. Oh, one more thing, hurray! It's April! Happy belated April Fool's Day everyone!!! Wahahaha =D.
Getting married is really a tiring thing, isnt it. I cant imagine myself getting married at all. Mebbie i shld try to get a gf 1st. haha =p Honestly speaking, i cant even imagine myself attached. Who will want a guy like me. Boring and not good looking guy, that's me!!
Ok, easter holidays are almost over in 40+ mins or so. Didn't really enjoy myself though, coz i was home most of the time. Seriously, I dunno what I did this past week. The memories I had seems so vague, almost none. But, I remember clearly that it was boring, so I cant wait to go back to school again. At least time passes faster when I'm at school.
Have to go wash my clothes now, so that's all for today. Oh, one more thing, hurray! It's April! Happy belated April Fool's Day everyone!!! Wahahaha =D.
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
sleepless night
well, didnt expect myself to blog again so soon. haha. Well, I found it quite interesting to read the posts I make in the past. Somehow, they bring back memories to me.
Why sleepless night? Well, last night some jokers make so much noise downstairs with their talking and laughing which keep me awake til 5am in the morning. I really feel like shouting at them but I in the end I didn't. But I did make a complaint just now to the management here. Not much help though, but I was told I can approach the caretaker here for help if this thing happens again. Haizz.. Feel so damn tired. I think I fell asleep around 5.30am and woke up around 12pm. Just couldn't sleep anymore.
Ok, one more thing. I receive a fwded sms from her again. I didn't mention this yesterday. On the sunday morning that just past, i got a fwded sms from her. And this morning again. Make me wonder what she is thinking. You can say I might be thinking too much. I hope so. I didnt reply her this time. Its a fwded sms anyway. Not words that she thought of herself.
Tomorrow morning I have to go down to the client place with the rest of the project team to start some development of our project. I hope everyone turns up and that we can kickstart on some development things I hope.
Warm day today. Had to have the fan on all day. It will be even warmer tomorrow and friday. Thats all for today I guess.
Why sleepless night? Well, last night some jokers make so much noise downstairs with their talking and laughing which keep me awake til 5am in the morning. I really feel like shouting at them but I in the end I didn't. But I did make a complaint just now to the management here. Not much help though, but I was told I can approach the caretaker here for help if this thing happens again. Haizz.. Feel so damn tired. I think I fell asleep around 5.30am and woke up around 12pm. Just couldn't sleep anymore.
Ok, one more thing. I receive a fwded sms from her again. I didn't mention this yesterday. On the sunday morning that just past, i got a fwded sms from her. And this morning again. Make me wonder what she is thinking. You can say I might be thinking too much. I hope so. I didnt reply her this time. Its a fwded sms anyway. Not words that she thought of herself.
Tomorrow morning I have to go down to the client place with the rest of the project team to start some development of our project. I hope everyone turns up and that we can kickstart on some development things I hope.
Warm day today. Had to have the fan on all day. It will be even warmer tomorrow and friday. Thats all for today I guess.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
First post of the year
Well well, I guess you guys miss me, I hoped. =p Somehow, I lost the purpose of blogging anymore. Firstly because I don't have much to say and secondly I am too engross in my online game. Haha.
But I think I will TRY to update a little once in a while. Just hope someone does come in and tag a few notes or something. At least I know someone does visit my blog. hehe. Thx in advance.
Things wasn't exactly good for me. It's the year of the rooster - my year. So i expected it. I "fan" the "tai shui" god, so I have to be careful of the things I do.
Firstly, maybe I talk abit about BGR stuff. I guess you people know this common phase, Man are from Mars, Woman are from Venus. I think "she" is from Saturn or somewhere else. Maybe you guys will say "Hey, Jason. That's so bad of you!!!" But its true, we just don't link at all. During my summer break, I was back in Singapore since X'mas'04 to CNY'05, we only met up a few times, countable with just one hand. I just feel I don't really want to meet her. I dunno about her, but I m really tired of this entire thing. Not entirely her fault, I guess its my fault too. We are just not meant-to-be I guess. So this time, I decided that I will let go of this entire thing and just see how it goes. I hope I can do it. Wish me good luck people. Thx =)
Secondly, I talk my school stuff so far. This semester is the last semester for me. Not too bad I guess. 4 subjects, 3 examable. One is a semester-long industrial project. It;s suppose to be quite fun as we have a real client and stuff. But to be honest, we didnt really get the project that we wanted. Hmmm.. at least that's what I think. And on the other hand, I didnt really get good and "cooperatable"(does it word exists??) team mates. I have a wonderful project manager but what really make a team work well requires all team mates to work together as a team. Well, 4 weeks has passed. I hope we can work better in the next 8 weeks or so. Crossed my fingers =) Other then that, the rest are still quite manageable I guess =) Sooooonnn, I will graduate. Can't wait to go home....
Lastly, maybe I talk about the life here recently. If you guys dunno, I having one week of easter break now. HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!! Though, I think its a little late. hhehe. Life here is still same, boring and boring.. haha.. Quite no life, things are ex, so stay at home most of the time. Either play game, or chat with people, or do school stuff(sometimes). hehehe... Lucky, I still have a few friends like Rachel, Siuniang and company to go out and have dinner or shopping and other stuff.. Recently, another girl from Singapore joined our group. Her name is Leona. She's a friend of Rachel's friend. QUite a cute girl, and fun to have around. Ok, think I stop here for now so I can write other things some other time, if not I willn't have anything to say next time. hehehe. Below is a foto of us taken during a surprise birthday dinner for Leona.
Til the next time, take care.......
But I think I will TRY to update a little once in a while. Just hope someone does come in and tag a few notes or something. At least I know someone does visit my blog. hehe. Thx in advance.
Things wasn't exactly good for me. It's the year of the rooster - my year. So i expected it. I "fan" the "tai shui" god, so I have to be careful of the things I do.
Firstly, maybe I talk abit about BGR stuff. I guess you people know this common phase, Man are from Mars, Woman are from Venus. I think "she" is from Saturn or somewhere else. Maybe you guys will say "Hey, Jason. That's so bad of you!!!" But its true, we just don't link at all. During my summer break, I was back in Singapore since X'mas'04 to CNY'05, we only met up a few times, countable with just one hand. I just feel I don't really want to meet her. I dunno about her, but I m really tired of this entire thing. Not entirely her fault, I guess its my fault too. We are just not meant-to-be I guess. So this time, I decided that I will let go of this entire thing and just see how it goes. I hope I can do it. Wish me good luck people. Thx =)
Secondly, I talk my school stuff so far. This semester is the last semester for me. Not too bad I guess. 4 subjects, 3 examable. One is a semester-long industrial project. It;s suppose to be quite fun as we have a real client and stuff. But to be honest, we didnt really get the project that we wanted. Hmmm.. at least that's what I think. And on the other hand, I didnt really get good and "cooperatable"(does it word exists??) team mates. I have a wonderful project manager but what really make a team work well requires all team mates to work together as a team. Well, 4 weeks has passed. I hope we can work better in the next 8 weeks or so. Crossed my fingers =) Other then that, the rest are still quite manageable I guess =) Sooooonnn, I will graduate. Can't wait to go home....
Lastly, maybe I talk about the life here recently. If you guys dunno, I having one week of easter break now. HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!! Though, I think its a little late. hhehe. Life here is still same, boring and boring.. haha.. Quite no life, things are ex, so stay at home most of the time. Either play game, or chat with people, or do school stuff(sometimes). hehehe... Lucky, I still have a few friends like Rachel, Siuniang and company to go out and have dinner or shopping and other stuff.. Recently, another girl from Singapore joined our group. Her name is Leona. She's a friend of Rachel's friend. QUite a cute girl, and fun to have around. Ok, think I stop here for now so I can write other things some other time, if not I willn't have anything to say next time. hehehe. Below is a foto of us taken during a surprise birthday dinner for Leona.
Til the next time, take care.......
Sunday, November 14, 2004
4 seasons in one day
Now in melbourne, should be summer season. However, the weather here doesnt seem to be correct. For example, it might be sunny in the morning, so you presume it will be a sunny and hot day today. But suddenly, its rain in the late afternoon. The weather turns cold and wet, comparable to winter. So you can imagine how strange and unpredictable the weather in melbourne is.
Yesterday, it was raining the whole day. And guess what, there was a few seconds of hail. The sight was beautiful. Its was like snow, but hardened ones. The ground was all white, covered with ice cubes. Can you imagine? Its summer. I didnt even see hail during winter. lol.
yeah. tats about all i guess.. j@5on signing off.....
Yesterday, it was raining the whole day. And guess what, there was a few seconds of hail. The sight was beautiful. Its was like snow, but hardened ones. The ground was all white, covered with ice cubes. Can you imagine? Its summer. I didnt even see hail during winter. lol.
yeah. tats about all i guess.. j@5on signing off.....
Saturday, November 13, 2004
3 papers over, left one
well well, thursday was my 3rd paper. wooohooo... 3 papers in a row. Glad i make it til today.. hehe.. now still around 2 weeks before my last paper. so ample time to study.. erhmm well... to relax also lah hehe..
so this few days jus planned to watch the movies i downloaded on my lappy and stay at home mah....
well about my papers. 1st paper was quite ok, just that the last question I answered completely wrong and it is 20 marks. Stupid lecturer dunno how to teach. lecture notes also cannot make it. Imagine that 20 marks questions, the info he gave is only on one slide. How to know that slide was SO important. damn lecturer. we got 3 lecturers for this subject. And he the 3rd one. For his lectuers, he just murmuring and murmuring. one slide with a few words can say for 10 mins or so. But most of the time, he seems to be talking to himself. How to understand what he toking about you tell me lah.
2nd paper, well this one quite jialat. 40 mcqs. 4 short qns. but first 2 short qns not very sure. So i just recall from memory and wrote what I remember, which I believed some are just some bull shit that I thought off... haha... hopefully can pass this paper..
3rd paper.. this paper is only 30% of my subject mark. 60 mcqs 60 marks. but this exam is a hurdle. Which means i got to pass the exam.. this 15% is so important, compare to the rest of the subject which is 70% from assignments and course work. stupid right. which means i need to answer at least 30 or more mcqs to pass the subject.. ridicious man.... but wat to do.. haizz..
and from my exams i realised one thing. My spelling damn jialat. A lot of words, i know but i dunno how to spell. mebbie i should blog more but with PROPER ENGLISH. not this kind of dunno wat singlish... but i a typical singlish speaking singaporean leh. how huh.. jialat jialat..
ok lah... people who come to my blog sure think i siao one. always nvr update blog but once update, write so long post.. hehehe..... lol
so this few days jus planned to watch the movies i downloaded on my lappy and stay at home mah....
well about my papers. 1st paper was quite ok, just that the last question I answered completely wrong and it is 20 marks. Stupid lecturer dunno how to teach. lecture notes also cannot make it. Imagine that 20 marks questions, the info he gave is only on one slide. How to know that slide was SO important. damn lecturer. we got 3 lecturers for this subject. And he the 3rd one. For his lectuers, he just murmuring and murmuring. one slide with a few words can say for 10 mins or so. But most of the time, he seems to be talking to himself. How to understand what he toking about you tell me lah.
2nd paper, well this one quite jialat. 40 mcqs. 4 short qns. but first 2 short qns not very sure. So i just recall from memory and wrote what I remember, which I believed some are just some bull shit that I thought off... haha... hopefully can pass this paper..
3rd paper.. this paper is only 30% of my subject mark. 60 mcqs 60 marks. but this exam is a hurdle. Which means i got to pass the exam.. this 15% is so important, compare to the rest of the subject which is 70% from assignments and course work. stupid right. which means i need to answer at least 30 or more mcqs to pass the subject.. ridicious man.... but wat to do.. haizz..
and from my exams i realised one thing. My spelling damn jialat. A lot of words, i know but i dunno how to spell. mebbie i should blog more but with PROPER ENGLISH. not this kind of dunno wat singlish... but i a typical singlish speaking singaporean leh. how huh.. jialat jialat..
ok lah... people who come to my blog sure think i siao one. always nvr update blog but once update, write so long post.. hehehe..... lol
Monday, November 01, 2004
The month of exams... November.
Guess what, I only have 6 posts for last month. Somehow I find that last month passed damn fast. Before I know it, its novemeber liao.
The month of exams, so sian.. but considering after exams I don't have to study until next march. Not bad huh. Ok lah. got to cut short the blog.. got to go back and K the books and notes...
Cya real soon my friends.....
The month of exams, so sian.. but considering after exams I don't have to study until next march. Not bad huh. Ok lah. got to cut short the blog.. got to go back and K the books and notes...
Cya real soon my friends.....
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