Well this happen sometime back already, just that i was busy, so I mention anything.
Well, she say it herself: "bottom line is we can onli be veri gd frens". This are her actual words i copied from the history of the conversation we had. My reply was "are we even good friends in the 1st place. good friends have lot of things to share and talk about" and she reply "i treat u as 1 it's jus tat im busy tat's all".
Well... I really dunno what to say. Does she really treat me as a good friend? I doubt so. Maybe different people got different views of what a good friend is. But to me, is she even a normal friend? We can't seem to even talk about general things. We are more like strangers..
And that night, I had a long talk with her. I told her straight about her attitude towards working with people thats why she has so many problems. Her blunt remarks and comments often hurt people, but she does not realise it. Not everyone can accept her being so straight-forward. I told her she got to learn to think before she say anything bad to people and try to put herself in other people shoes. She seems to accept what I say for once and say she will try. "till u see the new mi k" was what said. I hope she changed for the better.
From all these, I guess we are truly over liao. No regrets, no sadness. Just relief. Hope one day I can talk to her as a friend, not like a stranger.
Monday, April 25, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Busy busy busy busy
Been a busy week for me this week. Let me describe to you what I do everyday.
1. Wake up around 10 or 11am.
2. Eat breakfast or brunch
3. Go to school.
4. Come back, continue to do my ASP.NET coding.
5. Eat dinner.
6. Go back to coding.
7. Bathe
8. Sleep around 3-4am.
After 2 weeks, of intensive coding, debugging and testing, my part of the industrial project is almost done. What make me really happy is when we show the application to the client and she is very happy with it. At last, I have done a program that somebody is really going to use, unlike those stupid project assignment where you do just to get the grades and dump them aside after that.
Two more happy things that happen this week is that I got full marks for the "take home" exam for one of my subjects and I got 8/10 for my last journal which is the best mark I got so far. I was quite surprised when I saw the marks. I thought I might get some crappy grades again like my first 2 journals.
Next week will be week 8. Wow, time flies. 5 more weeks before school ends. Can't wait for that to happen man. Thats all for this week.
1. Wake up around 10 or 11am.
2. Eat breakfast or brunch
3. Go to school.
4. Come back, continue to do my ASP.NET coding.
5. Eat dinner.
6. Go back to coding.
7. Bathe
8. Sleep around 3-4am.
After 2 weeks, of intensive coding, debugging and testing, my part of the industrial project is almost done. What make me really happy is when we show the application to the client and she is very happy with it. At last, I have done a program that somebody is really going to use, unlike those stupid project assignment where you do just to get the grades and dump them aside after that.
Two more happy things that happen this week is that I got full marks for the "take home" exam for one of my subjects and I got 8/10 for my last journal which is the best mark I got so far. I was quite surprised when I saw the marks. I thought I might get some crappy grades again like my first 2 journals.
Next week will be week 8. Wow, time flies. 5 more weeks before school ends. Can't wait for that to happen man. Thats all for this week.
Friday, April 15, 2005
Busy week
To tell you the truth, I shouldn't be here blogging because I have my last journal to write. It's due later today. Got back my journal marks for last week. Boohoohoo, 6.5/10 only, and I thought my that journal was ok. Haizz.. Ahya, forget it lah. Just finish this last one and ok liao.
Never blog much because I was busy doing ASP.NET programming for my industrial. Everyday do until 3-4am then sleep. So tired leh. But, thats my way of doing programming. If part of the code is not working properly or some ideas just pop up in my mind, then I will try to do until all ok. Programming has always been interesting to me. As the matter of fact, I can only score in that.
But I don't intend to work as a programmer coz a bit no life and stressful, so that's why I take up Information Systems. Although some things of IS is damn boring, I believe I didnt make the wrong choice. I think the prospects for IS graduates are still quite ok bah.
Once again, my industrial project team member disappoint me again. At first, I thought he is a person who keep his words and do what he say he will do, but only slower in completing lah. But I realise its not the case. He not even putting effort in doing his part. Damn him. Always say "Ok, I will finish this part by this week. Shouldn't be a problem." Yeah, today is Saturday, so what has he come out with? Ahya, dunno lah...
Ok, i got to go back and do my stuff. Will blog again next week... :)
Never blog much because I was busy doing ASP.NET programming for my industrial. Everyday do until 3-4am then sleep. So tired leh. But, thats my way of doing programming. If part of the code is not working properly or some ideas just pop up in my mind, then I will try to do until all ok. Programming has always been interesting to me. As the matter of fact, I can only score in that.
But I don't intend to work as a programmer coz a bit no life and stressful, so that's why I take up Information Systems. Although some things of IS is damn boring, I believe I didnt make the wrong choice. I think the prospects for IS graduates are still quite ok bah.
Once again, my industrial project team member disappoint me again. At first, I thought he is a person who keep his words and do what he say he will do, but only slower in completing lah. But I realise its not the case. He not even putting effort in doing his part. Damn him. Always say "Ok, I will finish this part by this week. Shouldn't be a problem." Yeah, today is Saturday, so what has he come out with? Ahya, dunno lah...
Ok, i got to go back and do my stuff. Will blog again next week... :)
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
......
Problems.......
Problems, problems with the project again. Things just not going according to plan. Now is our acadamic week 5. We have to finish by Week 10 or 11 which is like 5 or 6 weeks more?? And we haven't really start on development yet. I really dunno how the current problem can be solved leh.
Lousy day....
Lousy day today because, I can't finish a practical today because the tutor simply has no time for all of us and I have to rush to another lesson. So I left without showing the tutor my work. Its like not attending the lab at all when you do that. So I was kind of angry and fustrated. Somehow, I was affected by the practical that I didnt finish, I feel so lost in the next lesson which is a tutorial. Also partly because I never do my readings lah. hahaha.
Journals... arghh..
Just finished doing an assignment. But still got one more journal to write. Damn, I hate journals. Its due on Friday. I guess i shall leave it til tomorrow to do bah.
What's does she want?
Guess what, I received a fwded msg from her again. This time is a gdnite msg. What exactly does she want from me? I didnt reply to her msgs, doesnt she get the idea? Why does she have to remind me of her again. She thinks I not vex enough with all the things that is happening here izzit. Why should I get so work up over a "fwded msg". I should listen to my friend's advice. Just delete all the msgs she sent. But ... Haizz... I really dunno what to say liao.. I thinks that all...
Problems, problems with the project again. Things just not going according to plan. Now is our acadamic week 5. We have to finish by Week 10 or 11 which is like 5 or 6 weeks more?? And we haven't really start on development yet. I really dunno how the current problem can be solved leh.
Lousy day....
Lousy day today because, I can't finish a practical today because the tutor simply has no time for all of us and I have to rush to another lesson. So I left without showing the tutor my work. Its like not attending the lab at all when you do that. So I was kind of angry and fustrated. Somehow, I was affected by the practical that I didnt finish, I feel so lost in the next lesson which is a tutorial. Also partly because I never do my readings lah. hahaha.
Journals... arghh..
Just finished doing an assignment. But still got one more journal to write. Damn, I hate journals. Its due on Friday. I guess i shall leave it til tomorrow to do bah.
What's does she want?
Guess what, I received a fwded msg from her again. This time is a gdnite msg. What exactly does she want from me? I didnt reply to her msgs, doesnt she get the idea? Why does she have to remind me of her again. She thinks I not vex enough with all the things that is happening here izzit. Why should I get so work up over a "fwded msg". I should listen to my friend's advice. Just delete all the msgs she sent. But ... Haizz... I really dunno what to say liao.. I thinks that all...
Sunday, April 03, 2005
My buddy's wedding day
Today is my buddy Liting's big day. She's getting married, or shld I say already married liao since now is like 9+ in liao in singapore. Feel so happy for her. Wish her and her husband CK a blissful marriage. Hope she enjoyed herself tonight also. She was so tired from all the preparation and stuff.
Getting married is really a tiring thing, isnt it. I cant imagine myself getting married at all. Mebbie i shld try to get a gf 1st. haha =p Honestly speaking, i cant even imagine myself attached. Who will want a guy like me. Boring and not good looking guy, that's me!!
Ok, easter holidays are almost over in 40+ mins or so. Didn't really enjoy myself though, coz i was home most of the time. Seriously, I dunno what I did this past week. The memories I had seems so vague, almost none. But, I remember clearly that it was boring, so I cant wait to go back to school again. At least time passes faster when I'm at school.
Have to go wash my clothes now, so that's all for today. Oh, one more thing, hurray! It's April! Happy belated April Fool's Day everyone!!! Wahahaha =D.
Getting married is really a tiring thing, isnt it. I cant imagine myself getting married at all. Mebbie i shld try to get a gf 1st. haha =p Honestly speaking, i cant even imagine myself attached. Who will want a guy like me. Boring and not good looking guy, that's me!!
Ok, easter holidays are almost over in 40+ mins or so. Didn't really enjoy myself though, coz i was home most of the time. Seriously, I dunno what I did this past week. The memories I had seems so vague, almost none. But, I remember clearly that it was boring, so I cant wait to go back to school again. At least time passes faster when I'm at school.
Have to go wash my clothes now, so that's all for today. Oh, one more thing, hurray! It's April! Happy belated April Fool's Day everyone!!! Wahahaha =D.
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