Time may make one forget..

ok, i admit i a really lazy person. all these times i only change my background pics and music. the layout still remains haha..

the theme now is time may make one forget. got this ling gan from guang liang's song. thats the song u hearing now, yue ding.

time may make one forget, even things you want to remember. how many of you people out there actually remembers every one of your friends? Maybe some, but not all right. Becoz time may make memories fade, especially if they are memories of the long past.

our brain is like the hard disk, you keep storing n storing until sometimes you dunno what u have inside. and soon u will forget about it. and NO, the search tool in our brain is very lousy one. maybe can only search things created in the recent years. beyond that, gone !!

quite sian recently. things not gng well for me. mainly with friends. dun wish to say so much also. what a hot sunday, think later gng for a swim..

weird lady

today as usual i knocked off from work. met my friend darrick n kristina for dinner at PS.

We were at ajisen ramen and she called, "jason, remember you say you will come help me fix my com." i replied, "oh, but i having dinner with darrick leh.". she said, "where are you now? I maybe coming down to doby ghaut." I said, "im at PS atm, when will you be here n for how long?" "Hmm, i nw at parkway, i let you know when i leaving".

I going to have my volcano ramen. just when i finished, she called again, "jason, are you done? i leaving parkway now." I replied, "I still eating, when will you reach?" She said, "never mind then, some other time then help me fix bah".

all these times, all these conversations sounds normal right?

ok, here comes the interesting or rather werid parts.

Not long after, we put down the phone, i received this sms. This is the exact words from the sms, "Jason i gt a feeling tat u feel tat i will only call you when i need your help. jus nw im suppose to only leave at 9pm but can leave earlier. so i call in any case we can go back together even thou you dun help me fix today."

i was like what the hell. Go back together? I replied, "but i having dinner with my frd, i cant possibly leave him behind like tat".

I waited for her reply sms. No reply. I msg her again "Is not that i dun want to meet you, but i with a friend, you got my earlier msg?"

after a while, she replied, "gt your earlier msg". i was thinking, wad the f***, is she angry with me for nothing again? what crap is this.

she msg, "just tot of letting you know my tots. it always gd to clarify thoug. but i was a little angry wif u jus nw thou. i only tell u i moving off from parkway then u say you still eating" hey, wake up your freaking ideas, i really still eating arent I. I with a friend, why cant you understand? So what i suppose to do, be a chee hong person and throw my friend behind just to accompany you home. Hello, even if you are my gf, i would not even do that. Somemore you just my friend.

She msg again, "u could have ask whether i eaten or if i wana join then can take train together." yes, i could ask you, but what if i didnt want to? why would you want to take train with me? arent me just your friend?

you cant imagine hw f*** up i feel at this present moment. why dont she go bother her bf. i dont think i being sensitive or what, but this is just ridicurious.

wanted to call her to clarify things actually, but she say she tired.

anyway i could nt be bothered with her anymore. just let her be.

headache ah

lucky today mrt nvr give problem, if not ah.....

anyway, got headache at work, jus nw took panadol so better liao.

think not enuff sleep.. so i guess i better go sleep le..

tgift !!!! - (tank god it's friday tmr)

stupig smrt

tmd smrt, for consecutive two days the south-bound smrt got delayed. Monday, becoz a stupig train broke down before reaching amk station. I was struck in the one of the few mrts behind. the train stopped for about 20+ mins just after leaving khatib station. Following that, the train slowly crawl to amk and then speed up to normal after amk station. and i reach office around 8.45. normally i would have reach around 8.20. i start work at 8.30.

today even worse, there was some problems with the tracks at doby gauht (don;t know the correct spelling) station. the all trains moving towards marina bay move like snails!! every station the train will stop for a few mins. sometimes even stop between stations. i reach office around 9am !!!! By right i shld reach office around 8.15 today becoz i left home earlier. i was struck in the mrt for 1hr++

i tell you, if the train got any problem again tmr, i gng to COMPLAINT!!!

Should I be happy or sad? Part 2

continuing from yesterday's entry....

if u have seen my previous entries, this ms tan may be just taking me as a 2nd bf when her bf not free? or somebody whom she sian then contact? why i say so?

1. coz sometimes i nvr hear from her for months
2. then suddenly ask me out for dinner on v.day, but later on cancelled coz bf meeting her in the end (refer to v.day's entry
3. yesterday, she was having roadshow in northpoint (near my place since i stay in yishun). she was sianed, dun feel like working coz previous kena scolding from boss and anyway yishun's crowd not that great.
4. recently, i became her fake customer because she need to call her customers to inform them of their application status. couldnt reach them, so call me instead.

so am i just a replacement bf or a stupid guy whom she knows she sure can get help from?

am i just someone whom can accompany her when noone else is free to do so?

should i just start ignoring her? i tried at first, but i just control my feelings though. well she call, i be more than eager to help her. am i being used in some ways?

so what should i do now?

Should I be happy or sad?

this afternoon, ms tan called me on my mobile. she doing roadshow at harvey norman northpoint but feeling very bored. So she asked me if i want to go watch movie anot. I suggested final destination 3, and she said ok.

When i went to buy the tickets, the ticket salesperson also saiko me to buy the combo coupon, saying its cheaper then u buy over the counter at the snack bar. So i bought lor. the combo comes with one drink, one popcorn and one icecream. in the end, only me eating, coz ms tan want to eat nachos only but we didnt buy.

anyway the movie is damn gross. so bloody and flying human parts here n there. haha, ms tan was shouting here n there, so funny. so long nvr watch movie with her liao. after that ms tan feel like eating pasta so we went to woodlands to eat pastamania coz yishun got no more good pasta to eat.

eat finish liao, go shop shop abit. ms tan bought a black tee. then we went to civic plaza party world coz ms tan's cousin there. went to kajiao kajiao a while then went back to yishun. this ms tan really know how to eat snake leh, still dun feel like gng back to her booth, keep saying want to cut her hair like guo mei mei. lol. so we went around the saloons in northpoint and yishun central. in the end nvr cut, coz need to rebond hair 1st, not enough time liao.

so went to northpoint food court sit n drink until her knock-off time. then help her keep her booth then she went to take mrt back and i went to take bus back home.

So I spend half a day with her. from 2+ to 9pm. how's the feeling? very good. the feeling was comparable to the happy times we had last time.

what the difference this time? she is not single. she has bf.

so should i feel happy or sad?

to be continued.....

Tmr got test....

took leave today because got to study for my oracle cert test tmr. the other time i took, i didnt study much and miss by a few marks in passing the paper.

what a waste of money, so this time decided to invest one day of leave hehe.

wish me luck ah. will go study liao...

Happy Birthday Shirley

Today is my friend's birthday. So Shirley, I want to wish you a Happy 26th Birthday !!! Wish you always happy and cheerful and be successful in whatever you do !!!

Well, I doubt you will see this post anyway but I still want to say. No matter who are you with now, so long he treats you well and you are happy, I will feel happy for you too.

Although I told myself I have forgotten you, but just now while waiting for you outside SSDC, my heart was racing, just like last time. Haven seen you for like 5 months, ever since I got my birthday present from you. Still remember seeing the tearful you that night. Really feel heartache when i see you sad coz I only want to see the smiling and cheerful you always.

Though we are not fated to be lovers, but I glad we are still good friends. However, there is no doubt in my heart there always be a place just for you, always.

Just now although I wished we had a longer chat, but your house is just too near to SSDC!! So hope can catch dinner with you one of these days when you are not so busy.

Hope you like the bag I bought you. =)


* This post is delicated to Ms. Shirley Tan

Happy Birthday Dad !!!

Today is my dad's 57th birthday. Want to wish him healthy and happy always..

i think that's about all.. Anyway, bought a d24 durian cake for dad from emicakes. Not bad, but v. ex the cake. but so long my dad likes it can liao..

got to go sleep soon. tmr got to go back to work AGAIN. argghhh, y weekends are so short.

Best v.day ever....

this morning went to work as usual. however, on the way to office, stomachache so reach office liao, throw the bag down n rush to bomb the toilet. what a way to start a day.

well, before i knew what i was doing the whole day, its knock off time again. my mother called when i was walking to the mrt. ask me to buy onions again. yesterday buy one too big, she said. want to make those fried onions n garlic, you know, those you put as garnish one?

sure, i said. went to buy the onion and bee hoon also. forgot to mention, she ask me buy also the beehoon. reach home liao and guess what?? this lady, her name is ms tan called. "hey jason, still remember you want to treat me pasta? you free today anot?" hmm, i was thinking, today v.day leh. dun she have to meet her bf for dinner or smthing. Well, unknowingly, i agreed and told i go take a bath and go down to orchard to meet her. initially wanted to jio her bishan j8 only, but she say she want to go walk walk buy thing, so orchard lor.

i took my towel, my underwear, and was about to walk to the bathroom, when my friend, mr johnson called. tok tok abit then told him, "hey bro, i gng for a date (like real) with that lady". of coz he knew who she was. then i quickly ended the call, need to bath leh....

then.... ms tan call my hp again, this time she asked "jason u changed already anot". i tot she gng to scold me again, coz last time i was late when i suppose to meet her and in the end she dun wan meet me liao. i tot this time also same. but instead she said "hmm.. my bf suddenly want to meet for dinner, but usually we dun do v.day one, really dun like my bf like tat leh" "want to join us??" join you? siao bo... so of coz i say "its ok lah, next time bah" "you dun be angry leh" she said. angry for what??? "We still got next time to meet for dinner lah", i said.

ah crap, i should have known this would be coming. anyway my inital plan was to go bowling. so that wad i did. usually i play like shit. but today i make my 2nd investment. i bought a hand guard. if i nvr remember wrongly, my scores are as follows: 80+ 90+ 160 80+ 90+ 140

was quite happy with myself. 1st time ever since i got this new ball that score that high in a single game. the 70 dollars was worth it man.. but becoz i played alone, so was rather tired, throwing one ball after another. the guard was rather effective, but i have yet to master it yet. hopefully i become better n better....


lucky i didnt go orchard to meet her, i wouldnt want to fall back into the pit that i had tried so hard to climb out not long ago.

isnt this a great v.day? i not being sacarastic though, i really mean it.