Demoralised.

Initially, planned to go Rendang for diving. Then season closed liao. So only next year then can go.

Initially, I was looking forward to my 1st perm staff bonus from my bank, from the lehman bros issue and the oncoming singapore recession, i reckon there wont be much of the bonus tat i will get.

Wad lehman bros' issue? My bank was one of the major lenders. One word to describe the plight that my bank is in. Suay.

So nothing to look forward really.

Just now I was reading an article on Yahoo News. "Stocks crash, but where did the money go?" So where did the money go? There was no money in the first place. Stocks go up or down due to people's mind. Meaning, if people think today the price this stock will rise, it rises. Vice versa, it falls.

Don't you think its very stupid, if you think about it. We are all in this plight now becoz we think we are. I think the gods up there are laughing til their stomach aches. Wad the hell these humans doing? Torturing themselves? Humans are working their asses off becoz of the tots of some people who think the stock will go up or go down.

Now people who invested their lifetime savings are all at loss. Dunno wad to do liao. Money all gone.

Damn. Really demoralizing when you come to think about it. All your effort and time spent on your job, then now you won't get what you deserved becoz the market is down now....

And to make things worst, 22% increased in electricity, and increasing transport fares.