I not wanted :'(

After sending out several emails with my resume attached, no even one has responded. I wonder is it because the market is really so bad, so is it my resume is not good enough. So sian. I feel that my life is like so unlively, so similar everyday. Like wasting time, doing nothing. Haizz...

Job Hunting Time

When I was studying, I was always wishing that time could pass faster and that I could graduated. Now that I have graduated, I am thinking how nice if I can go back to study again. LOL. Contradicting right? Study life is ok so long there is no exams haha =p

Just a few days back, I finally finished editing my CV and sent out a few copies to some companies I saw on the Straits Time Recruit as well as JobsDB.com. So now have to wait for them to call me for interviews. Hope one call soon, its getting really bored at home, not mentioning broke as well. No job = no money =(

Tell you a little bit about my new SPECIAL friend. One day after she broke up with her bf, she msged me early in the morning. "Jason, I have forgiven my bf and you will always be my special friend" was the msg. Haha. Weird isn't it. But I also don't care anymore lah. We are so impossible until I cannot really identify what kind of friendship are we having now. So its best for me to just move on. I admit i still have some feelings for her, but I believe time will make me forget her bah. Or perhaps some girl may just come along and brighten my life once again, although I am really negative about having a relationship right now, having seen so many breakups and problems happening around me. Lets see how it goes lah. ;)

Graduated

Finally after 1.5 years and spending lots of my dad's money, I graduated with a Bachelor of Information Systems in The University of Melbourne last Saturday 13th Aug 2005. I was very anxious to go up to the stage and shake the Chancellor's hand and receive my certification. It was a very long and boring ceremony as all the graduates had to go up one by one to receive their certs. The last lot of graduates were the PhDs graduates where short citations of their research work was read out before they received their cert. That took the longest time. I got kinda bored and restless. However, holding my bach. cert in my hand, nothing can be better than that.

Dad, Mum & Me

Anyway before that, my brother, his gf and me went up to Falls Creek to ski. We had lots of fun and finally I could say I can ski. But I only a beginner lah. Our best accomplishment was when we skiied down the mountain on last day. Aren't we proud of ourselves, hehe. Too bad we had to go, especially when we just started to get a hold of the skis and poles. The only photo of me was the one below. The rest were either scenic or my bro and his gf, because I am the camera man :)

Me at Falls Creek

Skiing is really fun, but its too expensive to do it often. But this time the experience was fantastic. It started to snow when we first reached the Ski resort and it continued to snow throughout our 4 days 3 night stay. The snow was good and fresh. Ideal for skiing. On the 2nd day, it was snowing so heavily and the wind was blowing so strong, causing all lifts to stop for safety reasons and we had to end that day early. The rest of the time, the snow was nice. If I were to have a chance to go skiiing again, that will be great. Perhaps Korea or Japan will be the next ideal destination ;p

Enough of holidaying, I had to start my job hunting. My savings are running low so I had to get a job soon. WIsh me luck =) I thank you in advance first hehe.

What's a special friend?

I been thinking all these few days. What she meant when she say I will always be her special friend?

Somebody said that it might be because she still likes me, but it impossible for us to be together. Quite possible since she and I both agree that we can't click.

Another possiblilty is that I am just someone she can talk, go out with, but just as good good friends and nothing more. Something like a buddy?

She rather break with bf then to lose a special friend like me. Can somebody drop some comments here or at the tagboard about what you think a special friend mean?